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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

My heart hammers in my chest because I’m not sure what he’s doing, but he’s so close to me that all I can focus on is him. The way he smells like cedar and spice, the quiet confidence in the way he stands, the almost effortless way he snatched his helmet from me—the same way he could just as easily take whatever else he wants from me. The breeze catches his dark, wavy hair, and his intense, amber-flecked brown eyes bore into mine, robbing me of my breath.

“Do you want to date him again?” he finally asks, and my tongue flicks out to moisten my lips. My heart stutters at the way he’s looking at me, like he can see right through to the truth I’m trying to hide.

“I don’t know,” I answer honestly. “I—I feel like I should. My parents really like him, and we made sense together.”

Declan lifts a brow at me but doesn’t back away. “You made sense together?” His hand rises to the side of my face where he drags the back of his finger down my cheek with deliberate gentleness. “Did this Aaron guy treat you like a princess? Pay attention to every little detail about you?” His finger traces the edge of my jaw. “Could he make you fall apart until you were a shaking, breathless mess?”

I swallow hard. Declan has somehow moved even closer to me without me realizing it, but how could I focus on anything other than the words dripping like honey from his mouth and the fire of his finger on my skin?

The worst part is that the answer to every single one of those questions is no, but somehow, it still feels fucking impossible for me to tell him that.

Because as much as the answer is burning on the tip of my tongue, I’m afraid of what comes after if I say it.

I feel like my body is at war with my brain. I’ve never been so attracted to anyone the way I am with Declan. It’s like there’s this switch in me that only he knows how to flip, and he doesn’t even have to do anything to make it happen. Every time I’m around him, my entire body feels electrified, almost like there’s some sort of magnetic current between us pulling us inexorably together.

Even now, as he stares at me with unmistakable hunger while he waits for an answer that he probably knows isn’t going to come, every hair on the back of my neck is standing straight up and lurching toward him like he has a gravitational pull.