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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

I roll to a stop outside a building at the end of a modest strip mall, with large windows that bathe the interior in natural light. I’m early, but that was intentional—I wanted to scout the place out. Rows of yoga mats line the floors with about a dozen people inside, all of them moving in synchronized motion. Hannah is at the front, bent over with her hands holding her ankles just like the rest of them.

I park and climb off my bike to watch from the parking lot as Hannah slowly starts to lift her torso, her arms spreading out to her sides and eventually linking together above her head as she straightens with fluid grace. Then she brings her hands down to her chest in a prayer position and starts to lift one foot, eventually resting it against her opposite knee.

Each movement flows into the next with a precision that speaks of years of practice, and I can’t stop myself from staring. But like she can sense my eyes on her, her gaze snaps up and she spots me through the glass.

As soon as she sees me, her balance wobbles a little, and I feel a rush of satisfaction. She can try to deny that there’s something between us all she wants, but she can’t hide the truth. Her body’s giving her away, saying all the things she won’t let herself say.

I like that I affect her the way she affects me—because ever since I ran into her in the locker room and realized who she was, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about her. It’s gotten so bad that I’ve even had trouble focusing on hockey lately, and that’s saying something because that’s been my north star for as long as I can remember.

Hockey has always been my constant, my clarity—it’s never been a problem for me to lose myself in the game, so I don’t know what to make of this. But as into Hannah as I am, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t a little worried about how much she’s getting into my head.

Part of me wonders if the slow pivots that Coach Dunaway is picking up on have less to do with my physical ability and more to do with my mind being elsewhere thanks to his daughter.

But it’s not like I can say that to him, and I wasn’t about to pass up an excuse to spend more time alone with Hannah, so here I am.

The class she’s teaching appears to be wrapping up as the people inside are rolling up their mats and filing out of the building. I wait until everyone’s gone before I step in and make my way toward Hannah.