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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

My parents exchange a look—one of those married couple glances that speaks volumes without a single word uttered. Neither of them has anything to say immediately, so I glance over at Declan, who smiles encouragingly, silently urging me to go on. My heart is starting to beat a little harder, but I straighten my shoulders, determined to be heard.

“I know this might seem unexpected,” I say, my voice steady now. “But I’ve actually been thinking about it for a while. Yoga is where my passion is. And I’m going to make it work. This isn’t just a dream—I’ve learned so much from Patricia, and I have so many ideas for how I would run my own studio.” I take a deep breath. “It won’t be easy, and it probably won’t pay as much as law,” I add with a little laugh. “But I already have full classes at Yoga Flow, and I know I could build a following at my own studio too.”

My dad chuckles, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallows. “You know, a wise man once told me that I should think more about what you want for yourself than what I want for you. And that’s pretty damn good advice, because what I want the very most for you is to be happy.” He beams at me, and I can actually feel the pride radiating off him. “So if this makes you happy? I say go for it. We’ll have your back the whole way.”

“Of course we will. But I have to ask… why didn’t you say something sooner? It breaks my heart to know you were doing something you didn’t really want to be doing,” my mother says, taking one of my hands in hers to hold it tight against her chest.

A sob wells inside me, and although I’d normally try to fight it back, I let it out. No more secrets. No more hiding. My mother makes a little noise and wraps her arms around me, enveloping me in one of the biggest hugs she’s given me in years. It reminds me of when I was a kid, of all the times she would comfort me or Casey when we were scared or sad—and it makes me remember how close we used to be before we lost him.