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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

“Every moment—every single fucking one—that I’ve spent with you has been a good one. The best moments of my life. So I have no interest in being ‘spared’ the possible pain of losing someone I love. Because I love you. And I’m sick of hiding it,” I tell her, and she goes completely still.

“What did you say?” she whispers, her breath hitching.

“I love you, hummingbird,” I repeat, my voice low and full of conviction. “I love you so damn much that I don’t know what to do with it sometimes. It’s like it’s too much for my heart to handle, like it’s overflowing. When you hurt, I hurt too. That’s how I know it’s real.”

“Declan…” she breathes, her eyes wide and luminous with tears. “I… I love you too.”

She whispers the words through trembling lips, and something unlocks inside my chest. I can’t stop myself from leaning in to press my lips to hers. I want to kiss her so deeply that there’s no space left between us, no separation at all between our bodies, hearts, and souls. But I hold back the intensity of it, letting my emotions pour through the connection of our lips as gently as I can. She’s been through a lot, and I don’t want to hurt or overwhelm her.

When the kiss finally ends, I can’t help going back for one small peck, and I brush my nose against hers as I beg, “Say it again.”

“I love you.”

I make a contented sound. “Fuck, those are the best three words I’ve ever heard.”

She laughs softly, then draws back a bit, swiping at her tears as she looks me in the eyes. “But what about whatever this is? What will happen if I’m sick?”

I shake my head. “We’ll deal with it, whatever it might be. I’m not leaving your side, now or ever. Do you understand me?”

Her breath hitches, and she nods. “Thank you.”

She melts into me again, clutching at my back and shoulders, and I stroke her hair carefully and murmur into her ear that everything’s going to be okay, that she has nothing to worry about as long as I’m here. We’ll get her the best medical care money can buy. I’ll drive or fly her to the furthest reaches of the world to see any specialist she needs.

I hold her until she finally falls asleep, then gently lie her head back on her pillow. I lose track of time as I keep stroking her hair, hoping it’s helping her sleep.

After a while, the door clicks open, and I glance over my shoulder to find Dunaway standing in the entrance to the room, his tie loosened and his jacket a bit askew. He looks exhausted—like a man who’s been through hell and back.