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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

The soft light from the lamp floods the room as Hannah curls up on the corner of the couch where she must’ve been sitting before she opened the door. A blanket has been tossed aside on one side of the cushions, and Ralph is sitting beside her. She looks small and fragile in a way that I’ve never seen before. I swallow hard, a sense of wrongness building in my chest with every second of her silence.

“Hannah?” I sit beside her, setting a hand gently on her knee.

I can feel a small tremor run through her body as she shifts on the couch cushion. Ralph butts her nose against my arm and looks up at me, her luminescent eyes wide and concerned, but I barely notice it. All of my attention is focused on Hannah’s downturned face.

“Talk to me,” I say quietly. “What happened today?”

She lifts her gaze to mine, her blue and green eyes glazed with tears, and something inside my chest cracks. Before I can say anything else, she breaks down, tears spilling over her lower lids and trailing down her cheeks as her shoulders shake with silent sobs.

“Shit, come here,” I murmur, immediately pulling her into my arms.

She leans against my chest, her tears soaking into my shirt, her fingers clutching at the fabric as if she’s drowning and I’m a life raft. I stroke her hair, running my fingers through the dark strands before I rub soothing circles on her upper back, completely at a loss for what could have upset her this badly.

Did someone hurt her? Is she in trouble?

“Whatever it is, we’ll figure it out together,” I say in a low voice. “I promise.”

She stiffens at my words, her entire body going rigid in my arms. For a heartbeat, her fingers tighten their grip on my shirt as if she’s afraid I’ll vanish if she doesn’t hold on—but then she suddenly releases me and pushes away.

Scooting across the cushions, she slides to the opposite end of the couch in one quick movement, displacing Ralph. Her knees draw up slightly, creating a barrier between us as she settles against the armrest. The sudden distance feels like a physical blow, cold air rushing into the space between us, the cushion still warm from where she was sitting a moment ago.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers, wiping roughly at her tears with the heel of her hand. Her breathing is ragged, her chest rising and falling in uneven bursts. “I can’t do this.”

I blink, confusion momentarily dwarfing my concern. “Can’t do what?”

“This.” Her voice is strained as she gestures between with a shaky hand. Ralph, already clearly off-balance by seeing her human so upset, meows softly from where she landed on the floor. “Us. I can’t do us anymore.”