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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

Mrs. Cyprus chuckles and pats my arm. “I’d give you the age-old advice to just pretend everyone is in their underwear, but that would be kind of weird, wouldn’t it?”

That pulls another laugh out of me, and when she smiles again, I realize what she’s up to with all the joking because I feel way more comfortable now.

“Alright. Let’s go knock their socks off,” she says with a wink.

She leads me through the school and into the auditorium where hundreds of students are already packed into the theater-style seats. The school must be well resourced because everything looks new and well maintained, which is saying something when a bunch of teenagers are using the equipment.

A hush ripples through the audience when they see me walk in and start striding down the aisle toward the stage, no doubt because they all recognize me, but it only makes the nerves I thought I’d gotten rid of come rushing back.

Because this is real now. This is happening. Now that I’m in the auditorium, I can’t leave until I’ve gotten through my speech or dashed off the stage in embarrassment. But Mrs. Cyprus was right—there’s nothing quite as terrifying as having hundreds of students’ eyes on you at once. Not even the most packed hockey game I’ve played with the Aces comes close.

Just be yourself, Murray. That’s what they wanted when they asked you to come here. Everything else will fall into place.

Despite the way my heart is lodged in my throat, making it difficult to breathe and swallow, I take a few quick, deep breaths to steady myself and run through some of my lines one more time in my head. When I glance over at Mrs. Cyprus, she’s smiling slightly, and she nods at me.

“You’ve got this,” she mouths as she gestures toward the stage.

My eyes follow her hand, but I can’t seem to make my feet move. I just stand there, frozen, knowing that everyone in the auditorium is watching me and waiting for me to get up there and say something. I blink a few times, then imagine Hannah standing on the stage steps, beckoning me up toward her.

That’s all it takes. With a new sense of confidence, I stride forward with my head held high and my shoulders back. I’m not just going to give this speech, I’m going to crush it to make Hannah proud. And to hopefully show Dunaway and the rest of the world that there’s so much more to me than just my skills on the ice.