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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

“I don’t care about any of that,” he says, voice raspy but firm. “But I like that you worried about me.” His lips quirk into a half-smile that makes my stomach flip. “The first thing I saw when I woke back up at the arena was your face, and I knew right then and there that everything was gonna be okay because you were with me.”

He hesitates, something intense flickering in his eyes. “But that just makes me sure about what I’m about to say.” He holds my gaze, his thumb tracing circles on my wrist. “I want this to be real. To be out in the open about being together—as a couple.”

The world tilts on its axis. The way he’s looking at me, like I’m the only person in the world that matters, collides with all the emotions still swirling inside me from watching him take such a bad hit.

“Declan,” I manage, my voice barely audible. I swallow hard, choosing my words carefully. “Do you remember how you told me that nothing that happened between us that night at Opal and Oak was a mistake?”

He nods, hope brightening his eyes.

“Well, you were wrong.” I see his expression falter, and I continue on quickly. “I almost left you my number that night. I wrote it down on a note, but I kept second guessing myself. I was too scared. And that was the mistake—not admitting that I wanted more.” I cup his cheek with my free hand. “Because I want this to be real between us too.”

Relief and joy transform his face. He pulls me down for another kiss, harder this time, as if sealing a pact between us. I feel weightless against him, the hospital room fading away until there’s nothing but his lips on mine.

Because a big part of me never thought this would happen. Hell, some part of me initially didn’t want it to. I was terrified about what my father would say or do if he found out I was dating one of his players, but now that he knows, there’s nothing left to hide. Well, not with my father anyway.

I’m still worried about how our relationship might affect Declan’s career, especially since he’s still so new to the team and the league. The media circus that follows hockey players’ personal lives isn’t something I want to bring down on Declan or his mom. They already have enough to deal with.

But I wasn’t lying when I told him that I wanted this to be real too. When I first found out Declan had been recruited by the Aces, I never imagined we’d be having this conversation, but now it feels like the most natural thing in the world.

“Are we really doing this?” he asks, his eyes searching mine.

“Yes,” I say, certainty flooding through me. “We really are.”