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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

We’ve already won, and it seems like everyone knows it.

As soon as the game ends, my teammates rush to Noah, slamming him into the glass, pounding his helmet, a sea of bodies colliding in celebration. I skate toward them, the adrenaline still pulsing hot through my veins, my heart pounding against my ribs. Through the sea of bodies in the stands, I spot Hannah jumping up and down like a lunatic, clapping like she just won the damn lottery.

I fucking love having her here.

Even though thousands of fans are losing their minds for us right now, hers is the only voice I care about.

The only thing that would make this victory sweeter is if she was wearing my jersey. My number.

It takes what feels like forever for everyone to calm down, but once all the celebrations are over, we all head off the ice.

The guys shout and sing all the way to the locker room, and I join in with the celebrations, reveling in the moment. It might not have been me who scored the game-winning goal, but I know I was an integral part of making it happen—and keeping the Glaciers from scoring on us first. That’s what I love about being a defenseman.

The warm water feels amazing on my aching muscles as I step into the shower, but I barely feel it. Mentally, I’m still on the ice, reliving every second of the game—and the incredibly proud look I saw plastered on Hannah’s face. It’s all I can think about until I’m out and toweling off with the rest of the guys.

“Whoa, looks like someone’s getting a little too friendly with the puck bunnies,” Theo says from behind me, amusement in his voice.

I don’t know what he’s talking about at first, but when I glance over my shoulder, he jerks his chin toward my upper back. I tense, realizing he’s looking at the still-raw marks Hannah left on my back the last time we had sex.

“It… uh, it wasn’t a woman,” I say, my heart pounding because I’m having a hard time coming up with a believable alternative on the spot.

“Then what happened? Did you get mugged by a raccoon or something?”

“No. I… scraped my shoulder moving some furniture around in my apartment,” I lie.

It’s not very convincing, and I don’t think they buy it, but none of them press the issue.

Still, it’s frustrating having to hide my relationship with Hannah like this. I know she said she isn’t ready for a relationship yet, and I’m doing my best to respect that, but I hate having to keep it a secret. I wish we could just rip the bandage off and let the news out, but I’m not sure doing that would actually make life better for either of us.