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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

Something I can’t quite pin down passes over her face at that, and her expression shifts as she unfolds the small piece of paper to read over what she wrote. She shakes her head and folds it back up before reattaching it to the inside of the mask.

“You have no idea how many times I rewrote that note. And I still don’t think I got it right.”

“I don’t know about that. I kept it, after all.”

She smiles at me for a second and takes another longing look at the mask before she returns it to the closet and hangs it back up where she found it. She reaches for the nearest of my sweaters, and although it’s obviously too big for her, when she slides it over her head it still looks perfect on her—just like everything else.

“Do you mind if I get some air for a second?” she asks, gesturing past me at the sliding glass door leading to the small balcony beyond it.

“Sure.” I step over to the door to unlock and open it, and although it’s late October, a gust of unseasonably warm air rushes in.

Smiling, Hannah walks past me out onto the balcony and rests her hands on the railing, staring out at the view and letting the wind lift her beautiful dark hair. Watching her like this feels like being part of some Hollywood production, like the starlet of the day is standing on my balcony and getting her glamour shot taken. I step out behind her and settle onto one of the chairs I keep out on the balcony.

She sighs and turns around, resting her back against the railing. “This is amazing. You’d never get me off here if I had something like this.”

“Well, anytime you want to enjoy it, it’s yours.”

Hannah smiles and sits down across from me. We sit admiring the view and enjoying each other’s quiet company, and I don’t feel like I need to say a word. This is perfect. We don’t have to say or do anything. As long as I’m spending time with her, that’s all I need. But when I glance over at her and see how tired she looks, worry twists in my stomach. She’s been pushing herself super hard since I got to town, and I’m sure that isn’t new for her, but I don’t want her to burn herself out.

Maybe it isn’t my place to ask, but I’m genuinely concerned, so I decide to test the waters.

“Can I ask you something?” I say slowly.

“Sure,” she says as she leans back in her chair and her eyes flutter shut.