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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

I drop my purse on one of the sinks and take out the small bottle of ibuprofen, swallowing two pills with water cupped in my hands. I splash more water on my face, which helps momentarily, but the pain quickly returns. It’ll take time for the medicine to kick in.

After drying my face and making sure I look somewhat presentable, I check my phone and see that I’m already five minutes late for class.

“Dammit,” I mutter under my breath.

I should care more, but I don’t have the energy. I sling my bag over my shoulder and head for the exit, each step making my head pound harder.

Maybe I should just skip the rest of my classes today.

As I try to tuck the ibuprofen bottle back into my school bag, I frown, realizing that something is missing. I stop and search frantically, hoping the paper I need to turn in today is somewhere in the bottom of my bag… but it’s not. I know I printed it this morning—I must have left it on the counter at home in my rush to feed Ralph and leave.

With a defeated sigh, I sink onto a bench near the bathrooms. My temples are throbbing, and I’m frustrated about forgetting the paper. I worked hard on it and printed it early specifically to avoid this situation, but it wasn’t enough.

I don’t know what compels me to do it, but I find myself pulling out my phone and calling Declan. He’s not my boyfriend or anything—we haven’t defined what exactly we are to each other—so maybe it’s a bad idea. But he’s the first person I think of, the only person I want to talk to right now. Maybe hearing his voice will help ease this headache.

The line rings several times, and I bite my lip as it finally goes to voicemail. “Hey, you’ve reached Declan. Leave a message and I’ll get back to you when I can.”

Hearing his voice makes me smile. But when I start speaking, my emotions take over, the frustration and pain that are thrashing around in my chest and head rising to the surface.

“Hey, it’s Hannah. I’m sorry to call you randomly like this, but I’m having a super shitty day, and I just… needed someone to talk to. I left late this morning and that screwed everything up. I forgot a paper that was due today, and now I have this killer headache, and everything about today just sucks. Anyway, I know you’re probably at practice, so I hope you’re having a good one. I’ll… I’ll talk to you later.”