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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

“Nothing, it’s just… listen, I’m not sure I can handle a relationship right now. I’m really busy with school and the yoga studio, and dating wasn’t really in my plans for this year.”

Declan doesn’t seem fazed by this at all. His smile actually deepens for a second before he plants another kiss on my forehead. “That’s okay. I’ll respect your boundaries.”

My heart flutters again at that and at the intense way he’s staring into my eyes—because I believe him. Most other guys would’ve tried to be all smooth about it and convince me that they could be the exception. But not Declan.

“I know you’re busy and that you have a lot on your plate right now. I respect the hell out of you for that, so I won’t push you. But that doesn’t mean I don’t want you. And it doesn’t mean I won’t keep wanting more.”

Now my heart is beating so hard and fast that it feels like it could burst out of my chest at any moment. And a blush creeps up my cheeks as I realize that, while I wasn’t trying to scare him off or anything by sharing that, part of me was hoping he’d say exactly what he did. Because we can’t really be together, at least not in the typical sense, but that doesn’t mean we couldn’t find some way to keep what we have right now going without any strings attached.

Declan must think I’m freaking out because his expression softens. “I mean, that’s all assuming I still have the green light from you. As long as I do, I’m not going to stop pursuing you. So do I have the green light?”

My heart is thumping against my ribs, making it difficult to speak. I want to tell him yes so badly, to scream it out just like I’ve screamed his name in bed, but I can’t seem to get the words out. So I just nod at him instead because it’s all I can manage—and I don’t trust myself not to say something more. Something I can’t take back.

Declan grins, satisfaction evident in his eyes, and presses his lips against mine one more time before he finally lets me go and moves over to the counter where his cell phone is plugged in and charging.

“I borrowed your charger,” he tells me. “I hope you don’t mind.”

“Not at all. Sorry I accidentally stole your phone.”

“I’m not.” He grins, winking at me as he unplugs it. “Anyway, eat up, and don’t forget to take something with you for lunch. What I made is in the fridge, all ready to go.”

He tucks his phone into his pocket before heading for the door again, and I give a little wave.