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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

Normally, I’m at my most centered when I’m doing yoga, but no matter how hard I try during this class, I can’t get my mind to focus on anything other than Declan. It’s been like this for days now, ever since the night he crashed my dinner with Aaron. I think the rest of the class is picking up on it too because I’ve had a few of my regulars ask me if I’m okay when my face flushes at the memory of the heated rounds of truth or dare we were playing.

“Focus on your breath,” I remind my students as I walk between their mats, trying desperately to take my own advice. “Let everything else fall away.”

But that’s just the problem—I can’t let everything else fall away. Not with Declan constantly occupying my thoughts, his smile, his touch, his voice all playing on repeat in my mind like my favorite song.

I need to get it together, but I can’t help it. I had more fun with Declan that night than I can remember having in a long time—and way more fun than I think I’ve ever had with Aaron, not that that’s saying much. It doesn’t help that I’m supposed to meet with Declan for another private lesson right after this class, so the entire time I’ve been leading my students through various poses, I haven’t been able to stop myself from thinking about what Declan would say or think if he saw me bent over with my back arched.

“Beautiful form, Janice,” I say to one of my regulars, a sixty-something grandmother who’s been coming to my classes for nearly a year. She winks at me as if she knows exactly where my mind has been wandering.

“Thanks, honey. You seem distracted today. That handsome hockey player still coming for his private lesson?” she asks, lowering her voice so the others can’t hear.

I feel my cheeks burn. “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” I whisper back, but my smile gives me away.

I’m weirdly nervous and excited about seeing him again, and I don’t know what that says or what to do about it. I feel like I’m playing with fire when it comes to him, but I keep getting dangerously close to the flames and circling back for more. There’s something about him, something magnetic, that keeps luring me back in. And I’m starting to get to the point where I’m tired of fighting it or trying to deny it’s there.

Because after the things we shared with each other, and the kiss that cemented it, how could either of us deny it ever again?