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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

“What would that look like?” I ask. My voice is like gravel by now, my throat tight with desire.

“I want a guy to pull my hair, to grip my throat, to spank me. To just totally own my body.”

Fuck, this woman drives me insane without even trying.

My cock is so hard now that it almost hurts, and my mind is full of flashing images of me doing just that. Pulling her hair while I pound her from behind, putting her over my knee to spank her perfect, toned ass until it’s red and marked by my handprint. Or gripping her by the throat while she’s splayed out beneath me, her legs wrapped around my waist. I can almost feel her pulse hammering against my palm, see her eyes dilate with that perfect mixture of adrenaline and arousal.

“It’s not just about the physical sensations,” she continues, gaining courage from my obvious interest. “It’s about the surrender. The freedom that comes with giving control to someone you trust completely.” Her words are tentative but honest, and they strike something profound in me.

“The paradox of submission,” I say quietly. “Finding freedom through surrender.”

Her eyes widen slightly. “Yes, exactly. Is that weird?”

“Not at all,” I tell her, my voice low.

It’s intoxicating to think about—just like her—and as our gazes lock across the table, the thread between us feels so fucking tight that it could snap at any second. And the little person I imagine dancing on that tightrope feels like they’re dangerously close to plummeting right off.

I swallow hard. “What else would you want, hummingbird? Tell me more.”

Hannah’s pupils are blown out, darkening her blue and green eyes, but she laughs breathlessly as she shakes her head. “Not so fast. You’ve already asked two questions. It’s my turn.”

I can’t tell if she’s intentionally being bratty by teasing me like this or if that’s just a bonus, but either way, I fucking love it. I lean back against the booth, a hungry smile playing at my lips as I cross my arms over my chest. “You’re right. Shoot.”

Hannah’s heterochromatic eyes shine in the dim light of the bar as she watches me. “Truth or dare?”

There isn’t an ounce of me that believes it’s safe to go the dare route. “Truth.”

The word comes out like a challenge.

Hannah smirks, the corner of her mouth curving upward. “Good, I was hoping you’d say that. Since I shared, tell me one of your fantasies.”

“My number one fantasy is to be the man doing all of those things to you.”