Chapters (95)
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Eighty-Six
- Eighty-Seven
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by David Swinson
- Thank you for buying this ebook, published by Hachette Digital.
I don’t know where my car is, so I use the key fob, here it chirp up the street. I drag myself there.
Ticket on the windshield.
I see the black bag of money in the backseat. What an opportunity for a theft from an auto. Would have made some fucking mope’s year.
At home, I can’t dump the shit, much as I want to. Instead I scrape a few grams off the good coke, wrap the big one up again, and stash it along with the money and weed in my stash wall. I have to press all the air out of the garbage bag and tie it tight to get it to fit. I clean the speckles of blood off my leather shoes and wash my tactical gloves. I squirt the white shirt with stain remover and drop it in the washer.
I know Leslie won’t call the police. That is, she won’t unless she sees something on the news about two young drug dealers who were killed during the course of a home invasion.
Fuck, I hope I didn’t kill them.
I check the local news app on my phone. Don’t find anything related to Riggs, so I google it. Nothing. That’s a relief.
I snort some of the good blow. It makes this body right and fine. But not what’s going on in my head. It can’t be over with Leslie. I convince myself that all she needs is time, but then I realize how naive that sounds, given what she discovered and what I told her.
Damn fucking damn damn. So stupid.
I need a drink. Never vodka, though. Never again.
Sixty-One
Sixty-One
I wake up to the sound of intermittent tapping on my bedroom window. I grab hold of my gun and walk toward it. Listen.
Another tap. Makes me jump back a little. Just a little. My bedroom is on the second floor, and there’s no way someone can scale up the wall, so I’m thinking someone’s tossing something like acorns at it.
Another tap.
Pistol held to my thigh, I move forward and peek out but don’t see anything.
That is, until a large cicada smacks into my window, making the same sound.
Blunt-headed dope.
I let the curtain fall back to a closed position, return to my bed, and set the gun back on the nightstand.
No sense in trying to fall back asleep, so I go downstairs and make coffee. Take my gun with me.
Stomach aches raw with emptiness and worry, but I’ll need something more than damn grapefruit to satisfy it. The acidity will tear me apart. I drop a couple pieces of wheat bread in the toaster. I use honey instead of butter. That’ll do me for the remainder of the morning.