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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

‘No,’ said Shona, and then deciding that her curtness could be mistaken for out and out rudeness, which she was well mannered enough to avoid, added, ‘I’m afraid I don’t. Is it nice?’

‘Not so nice that I wanted to stay. I spent four years in Spain teaching in international schools, in Madrid and Barcelona. And then I went to the States and taught in New York, and then I came to London. I’ll have been teaching nineteen years come January. I’ll bet that makes me sound ancient to a young lady like yourself.’

Shona wasn’t sure whether to bristle with annoyance at the ‘young lady’, or to take it as a compliment. She grudgingly accepted that Dermot was both more qualified and experienced for the job than she was, with her thirteen years trudging the beat in the same school, and found her resentment abating. Perhaps it was just as well. It was enough to have cold war at home, without having confrontations at work to boot. ‘That’s kind, but I’m hardly a young lady. I’ve got two grown-up boys, one is at college already.’ She said college, rather than university, deliberately, as she always did, as she hoped that those in the know would automatically infer that Omar was at Oxbridge without her having to boast.

I’d never have believed it. You look far too young to have grown-up boys!’ Dermot said with what sounded like genuine astonishment. He’s trying to charm me again, thought Shona. ‘You must have married terribly young.’

’Are you married?’ asked Shona, changing the subject.

‘No, not any more. I was, sort of, but not now,’ answered Dermot, looking uncomfortable for the first time, ironically as now Shona was actually trying to make an effort.

‘So, any children?’ Shona asked automatically, wondering what ‘sort of married meant.

‘No,’ Dermot said curtly. It could almost have been described as rude, but he added no softening sentence as Shona had done.

Shona regarded Dermot with a mixture of curiosity and sympathy. She remembered, before she had the boys, how she too had snapped curtly at anyone who asked whether she had any children, or enquired when she and Parvez were going to start trying. She still recalled her silent fury at Parvez’s father, who had droned on and on about how they were wasting their lives by not allowing themselves to bring the pleasure of children into them. ‘You can’t imagine the joy that children bring,’ he had said smugly, as he sat fatly and fatuously on their sofa during what felt like an interminable visit from Pakistan. Shona had honestly wanted to kill him.