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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

The engagement thus confirmed, Ricky truly was the happiest man on earth. Barely six months before, his daughter had eloped with a Pakistani, leaving him bereft and abandoned in his dark Dhaka house, with no one to love him and nothing to reflect upon except how his life had passed him by and how it was too late, much too late, to do anything about it. Now he had a job and a home in England, and a woman who both loved and needed him, who had agreed to marry him, and was about to bear his child. His real life had begun, and taken over the old life that he had doffed as quickly as he had doffed his old name. He was looking forward to his first English Christmas with Verity, and the only dark clouds on the horizon were the fortnightly trips back to Bangladesh, to keep up appearances with Henna.

Given the circumstances, Ricky did not think Verity would want a big wedding; it was his second marriage, there was an obvious reason to marry in haste and they were hardly of an age for meringue lace and orange blossom to be appropriate. He was thinking of a simple civil service at the Chelsea Registry Office, with confetti thrown on the steps outside, and then a champagne lunch for ten at the Ritz, just with Verity’s immediate family, their witnesses, bridesmaids and best man, whoever that might be. He would wear his best suit, or perhaps hire a morning suit, and Verity would look charming in a pillbox hat and Chanel suit, beautifully tailored to hide the signs of a telltale bulge.

However, on meeting some of Verity’s female friends, whom she had kept away from Ricky until the engagement in the sure knowledge that they would flirt with him and show him what he was missing by tying himself down to her, Ricky realized how much this wedding meant to Verity. Her friends, with their shiny lipsticked mouths, fashionably sprayed hair and talon nails, had all been married already, and said how pleased they were that it was finally little Veetie’s turn. She had been a bridesmaid several times, and they had all but given up hope of her becoming a bride. As Verity smiled and nodded to her friends’ questions, comments and suggestions for their wedding, Ricky saw that his quiet Verity had always dreamed of the day when she could walk up the aisle in a gleaming white dress and have her moment in the sun, for once the centre of attention. The day where she could prove to all her friends and family that she was quite as good as the rest of them, as she too had finally found someone to love her.