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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Shona nodded. This was the Papa she knew, tired, anxious and apologetic. He probably didn’t want to see how she lived; it would upset him to see his daughter in a one-bedroom flat in this grimy part of London, however content and independent she professed herself to be. ‘I suppose that I’ll see you lots more in the UK if you get this job. Amma says you’ll be travelling to and from here all the time. You can see the flat when you’re next in town. Parvez will be sorry to have missed you.’

As Ricky went to leave, still looking at his watch, barely looking back at his daughter, Shona again misread his distraction for sorrow. She ran up to him and hugged him tightly at the doorway, protesting furiously, ‘I’m very happy, Papa. Please don’t think that I’m not. Parvez looks after me, I don’t want for anything. I really couldn’t be happier.’

Surprised by her vehemence, wondering what had brought it on, Ricky answered, ‘I believe you, Jaan. I believe you are.’ It made it easier for him to believe his daughter was happy and no longer needed anything from him, as it made it easier for him to ease himself away from her embrace and towards the phone box a safe distance away, knowing that on the other side of London, Verity was sitting listlessly in her office, waiting for his call.

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Ricky eventually decided to take Verity for dinner at Rules off the Strand and, on seeing her discomfort, wished he’d chosen somewhere a little less stuffy. But once ensconced in a cosy booth, her boxy navy-blue jacket removed to reveal a pretty dress, the generous helpings and good wine helped her unwind. Verity found Ricky a disarmingly good listener, he seemed to hang on her every word, and she found herself opening like a flower, telling him about her past, about Pete and the one before who was just like Pete.

‘I just wish I’d been less naive and stupid about it all. I’m almost thirty-eight, and I’ve wasted most of my life with people who didn’t really care.’ She looked at Ricky, who was nodding sympathetically, and apologized, ‘Goodness, listen to me. You shouldn’t let me go on so much. You haven’t told me anything about you yet.’

There’s not much to tell,’ said Ricky honestly, refilling her glass courteously. ‘I had an arranged marriage when I was very young, which didn’t work out. And I’ve been alone for a very long time. Too long, really. I’m forty-three, and I feel like I’ve wasted most of my life by not being with someone who cared, or whom I could care for.’ Ricky smiled ruefully. ‘I guess that’s something we have in common.’