Back Bitter Sweets
Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

The only thing that Rashid had managed to be consistent at was his work. After a dozen years with the same multinational he had joined in his youth, following many mergers and acquisitions, he found himself a fairly senior figure in the finance department and had to travel widely in the Middle East and Asia. He spent very little time at home, but home now meant very little to him - Henna didn’t care if he was there or not, she didn’t even need him as an appropriate escort to the parties she went to, or as host for her evening soirees, as the still unmarried Aziz was more than happy to oblige in his absence and she clearly preferred his company. Rashid suspected that when he was at home, his presence was an annoyance to Henna - she simply put up with him, as his mere existence enabled her a pleasant life as Mrs Karim. In the same way that she was stuck with him, he felt stuck with her. He had made a deal with her when she was thirteen; when he had accepted the marriage, he had become her guardian as much as her husband. He couldn’t divorce her now, it was much too late, and besides, where would she go? Frankly, he suspected that if he ever broached the subject, he would be the one to move out, such was Henna’s hold on the household, his extended family and all the retainers. They were faithful to her first and then to Aziz, not to him; his constant absenteeism did not help to engender their loyalty. And of course, Shona wasn’t there any more. There was nothing of hers left but some of her old childhood toys, like that eyeless old teddy she had never loved. She had asked the servants to pack up and send on her belongings to London, where she and Parvez had moved after their elopement. She had seized for herself the English life that Rashid had wanted to give her. He hadn’t seen Shona for months now - he guessed that her concerns were all with her husband and his Pakistani family, not with him or even her mother, who were now too distant to matter.