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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

When the stewardesses started serving breakfast, Shona put on her headset and watched Chariots of Fire on the airplane TV. Her papa loved the film, and she heard his own cut-glass accent in the accents of the Oxbridge students who ran for England. She considered changing out of her sari, but the airplane loos were unpromisingly busy and there wasn’t enough room in the cubicles of the Dubai stopover. Besides, it was probably best if she didn’t meet Bhai Hassan in casual western dress. She wasn’t sure how traditional he was, and as the first member of Parvez’s close family that she’d be meeting, she wanted to make a good first impression.

As they descended towards Heathrow, Shona watched the blue sky around them dull to grey, cold-looking clouds and pulled the blanket, which she had now commandeered for her exclusive use, closer to protect her. She was glad that she had packed a shawl - she would get it out as soon as they got their bags back. As they approached for landing, Shona, who had seen desert, snow-capped mountains and wondrous oceans on their journey over, was unimpressed. So this was England, the place of her father’s dreams, the location of all his happy memories and interminable university stories - this grey, patchwork quilt of a country. Even the cheerful chatter of the fellow passengers now seemed muted with the weather, and they lowered their voices to hushed whispers; or perhaps it just felt that way with the air pressure in her ears. She looked down at her sari, which seemed outrageously garish in this new gloomy and solemn world - dressed for a party, she had been taken to a wake.

‘Hey, it’s not that cold, it’s not even raining,’ said Parvez, sensing Shona’s disappointment as they got off the plane. ‘I want my money back - I think they took us to the wrong country.’ There was a touch of concern in his bonhomie; Shona’s muted reaction to this muted new country was giving him his first niggle of doubt as to whether they had done the right thing. Shona gave him a slight, tremulous smile and squeezed his hand, wondering how she was ever going to feel at home here. Perhaps the trick was not to think about it as a home, but just a long holiday, like the time Papa had taken her to the beach at Cox’s Bazaar to learn to swim, or when she and Amma had gone to Lahore together, and first met Parvez. This was her honeymoon, wasn’t it? How many of the tittering, giggling girls at college would have Just Died and Gone to Heaven at the idea of a honeymoon in London? Shona had got so good at lying she could even persuade herself that she was happy, which made it much easier to persuade the man standing by her side.