Chapters (41)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
- The Alchemic Conception of
- The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
- The Crushed Rose Petals of a
- The Relative Cost of Gold
- The Beginning of the Double Life
- The Triumphant Return of Ricky
- Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
- A Glorious Spring Wedding for
- The Importance of Not Forgetting to
- The Middle-Naming of
- The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
- The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
- The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
- Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
- Shona Khan Discovers Photos
- The Octopus in the Garage
- The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
- Between Greek Tragedy and
- The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
- The Trouble with December Evenings
- Châteauneuf du Pape in a
- Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
- Becoming Accustomed to a Face
- Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
- Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
- Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
- The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
- Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
- Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
- The Dhaka Tea Party
- A Performance, a Bookmark and a
- Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
- Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
- Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
- The Mother and Child Reunion
- Party in the Park
- Acknowledgements
- AN INTERVIEW
‘No, please let me finish,’ Parvez said. ‘That’s what I said a few weeks ago. But I just want you to know that now I think there was one thing you were right about. We weren’t happy. We hadn’t been happy for a long time. I do forgive you, and I do miss you, of course I miss you, but I don’t miss being unhappy. There. That’s all. I’ve said it.’
Shona looked at him with surprise. She hadn’t expected this accord, this capitulation from him so soon. How ironic, that the first thing they had managed to agree on in years, was the merits of their separation. ‘You’re not in love with me any more,’ she said with comprehension. ‘I’mglad.’
Parvez shook his head, with a rueful half smile. ‘Gol-die, you don’t understand. I will probably love you until the day I die. I always have loved you, not for your degrees or cleverness, and not for your perfectionism or your criticism, and definitely not for your cooking. I loved you despite all those things. I loved you for your heart, your good, kind heart.’ He reached over and touched her lightly on her chest, the flat of his palm resting gently above her left breast, without passion, but with tender-ness. ‘The thing is, Goldie, the way I see it, I’ve been a very lucky man. For over twenty years I got to live with the woman I loved, the woman who sacrificed everything she had to be with me.’ He paused, and withdrew his hand from her with a touch of embarrassment at his emotion. ‘But I think I deserve to spend the next twenty years with someone who loves me, with someone who doesn’t feel that being with me is a sacrifice.’
‘You’re letting me off,’ Shona said, her eyes bright with tears at his generosity. ‘You deserved so much better than me.’