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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Henna looked calmly at the hand that Shona had rejected, polishing a brilliant sapphire and diamond ring with the edge of her silk sari. ‘Well, from the beginning, Shona. I am not as slow as you and your father; I did some snooping and read his correspondence when he came over. At the time I was pleased that he had something to distract him.’ Looking up at Shona, she asked, ‘Why are you so upset? Didn’t you know? If I knew all the way here in Dhaka, how could you not have known right there in London? Didn’t you wonder why your father spent so little time in that London flat, and why he got a new place in the country? Didn’t you ever visit and work it out for yourself?’

Shona looked down, not wanting to meet her mother’s pitying look. Perhaps her mother was right. Perhaps she was just small and simple, hiding her ignorance behind her degrees and her book-learning. ‘The boys were born after Papa bought his new house; it was too difficult to visit with the twins, so he used to come to us. I think we went a few times, but he always took us out for lunch or dinner, we never stayed …’ She added, quietly, as though to justify herself, ‘I did think he might have met someone in England. I suspected a long time ago when I went to his first flat, the company one he had in Paddington, but I never thought he was married, with another daughter, another life. I only found out when he had his heart attack at Easter. I saw Verity at the hospital.’ She said bitterly to her mother, ‘How could you have known, all these years, and not told me? You knew that Papa had a wife, and that I had a sister, all these years, and you kept it hidden. You made Papa keep this stupid lie going on and on, while you must have been bleeding him and Uncle Aziz dry.’

Henna was already getting impatient with Shona. She went back to the dresser, pulled out a lipstick in a golden case and started painting her lips. ‘Tch!’ she tutted in disgust. ‘Your father marries some wilting English flower, raises another daughter and you still manage to make me the criminal? Always taking your precious father’s side.’

Shona felt like crying, but didn’t dare to in front of Henna. It would just confirm her mother’s poor opinion of her. ‘Mamma, why does it have to be like this? We all know the truth now, so who would you be protecting? We shouldn’t have to keep up this pretence.’