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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

The young, dark woman got up. ‘I’ll get you a coffee, Mummy, and then we should go. Daddy just needs some rest. We’ll come back tomorrow.’ The girl was maybe nineteen, or perhaps twenty, given her self-assured manner. She was wearing a flowing skirt in silver silk that was so light it billowed about her ankles when she walked, with tennis shoes and a fitted white T-shirt. Shona thought ruefully that only youth could carry off an outfit like that. The girl walked so lightly herself that she could have been a dancer. Shona looked after her as she left the room, reminded of what it was like to have been young and graceful, an age when you still believed that you could control your own destiny. ‘She walks in beauty, like the night … Of cloudless climes and starry skies …’ she thought, remembering the dusty volume of Byron’s poetry that used to live in her father’s Dhaka study.

A pitiful sniff reminded Shona of the wretched-looking mother, whose face was a red splodge of unhappiness. Her handkerchief looked crushed and sodden. Shona felt a surge of sympathy - here was real grief, not like that irritating couple who were using it as an excuse to neck inappropriately in public. She went over to the woman and offered her a clean tissue from her pocket pack. ‘Excuse me, would you like one?’

Verity looked up in shock. The kindness of strangers was a phrase which had meant very little to her until she had met Ricky, and she was surprised to encounter it twice in one day, once with that nice teacher, and now with this pleasant-looking woman. ‘So very kind,’ she choked out. And accepting the tissue, she blew her nose hard and felt a little better. Aware that she was making something of an exhibition of herself, she explained to the nice young lady. ‘It’s my husband, you see. He’s everything to me. I couldn’t bear to think of something happening to him, and then it just did.’ She blew her nose again, and carried on, ‘The silly thing is that he’s fine now. But I still feel awful just thinking about what might have happened ….’ She trailed off as her face collapsed into another messy heap of tears. Despite the fact that the woman was several years Shona’s senior, Shona calmly took the used tissue from her and passed her another, as though she was a student crying in the playground.

‘Of course you’re upset,’ she said gently, ‘and it’s best to let it out.’

Verity attempted a quivering smile. ‘Are you visiting, too?’ she asked.

Shona nodded. ‘My father. I’ve just heard that he’d had a heart attack, but they think he’ll be fine.’