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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

‘Oh, I don’t like to brag,’ said Shona, unable to keep a straight face. She’d not seen Pam this tipsy in ages. Pam downed her drink and pulled Dermot by the hand. ‘Come on, Dermot. Dance with me to this one. It’s Irish, you know.’

‘That I know, Pam,’ said Dermot, rising to the occasion with a smile. He let Pam pull him off his seat, and went to dance with her. ‘You’ll see if I was lying about those arms, now,’ he said in an aside to Shona as he got up.

Much later, Shona left the pub, swaying just a tiny bit. As she tip-tapped up the street in her smart heels, she heard someone shouting her name behind her. ‘Shona!’ Dermot called. ‘Hold up!’ He ran up to her. ‘Isn’t your husband picking you up?’

‘No, there’s a concert he wanted to listen to this evening, and I didn’t want to bother him. I thought I’d just get the bus. I don’t think you or anyone else is in a fit state to give me a lift tonight,’ Shona said. ‘Are you heading back to the pub?’

‘No, I think I’ll call it a night, too. I’ll walk you to the bus stop. It’s on my way to the station.’

‘Sure,’ said Shona, although she had already kissed him goodbye that night, on the cheek. She had kissed everyone on the cheek before she left the pub. It was unusually affectionate for her, and proof that she was a little tipsy, but then it was Christmas.

They walked together wordlessly, until Dermot broke the silence by saying, ‘I should apologize to you, Shona. I lied to you when we first met.’

‘Oh, don’t worry about it. I’m sure I’ve lied to you thousands of times. Everytime I’ve said Nice day, Nice haircut, Nice assembly, Nice class. Thousands of times,’ she said lightly, wondering why she was suddenly being so frank.

‘No, really, this is important. I never lie, and I really don’t want to have lied to you.’

‘What was it?’ Shona said, amused at the passion in his tone.

‘When I said I didn’t really have any children. That was a lie. I did have a child once. She was premature. She died the same day she was born. That was eight years ago.’ He said it matter-of-factly. ‘I know I was only a father for a day, but I was a father once, and I shouldn’t have lied.’