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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Their child, tired of being ignored for so long in the womb, fought for recognition by arriving a couple of weeks prematurely, cheating Henna of her last fortnight of idleness. Henna had travelled the short distance to her father’s house, not to have the child there as family tradition dictated, but with the sole intention of showing off her pregnant prosperity and sophistication to her blood relatives, most of whom she hadn’t seen since her wedding. Caught short when her waters broke on her arrival, Henna found herself obliged to honour tradition despite herself. Even with the aid of child-bearing hips, Henna had a difficult birth as a result of her indolence during her pregnancy, when even the most rudimentary antenatal exercises had been ignored. Squatting on the ill-fated birthing stool on which her mother had died giving birth to a still-born brother, swearing and complaining viciously throughout the whole ordeal, Henna vowed that it was an experience that she wouldn’t be repeating. Too bad for Rashid if it wasn’t a boy.

When their baby girl eventually emerged, Rashid, however, was far from disappointed. He looked in awe at his tiny daughter, so delicate and perfect in snub-nosed profile, with a wide-open mouth screaming to be listened to, demanding that she finally be heard. She wasn’t the milky aristocratic colour of the Karims, but nor did she have the swarthiness she might have inherited from her maternal grandfather. Instead, she was the colour of pale sand, a golden, rosy colour, with an equally golden burnish glowing across her dark-brown downy hair. The names they had discussed before, family names, now seemed prosaic and inappropriate, and insufficient to describe this magical, radiant creature. Rashid tentatively raised this with Henna, knowing that with his collective family behind her even more strongly since his father’s death, Henna would be the one to have her way.

‘You can call her whatever you want,’ said Henna ungraciously, turning over painfully in bed. ‘She’s yours, isn’t she?’

Grateful, despite the bad-tempered tone and Henna’s obvious indifference to their daughter, Rashid suggested naming her Shona Kiran, the Golden One, the Ray of Sunshine, in deference to her colouring, and to all the new optimism in his life she now represented.

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