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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Omar looked back out to the stage, wondering how long Ali was going to be. ‘Would you like a proper drink?’ he asked kindly. He didn’t mind listening to Cassie’s problems, he was quite good at listening.

Cassie turned to him with a sigh. ‘You’re sweet, Omar, but all I really want is to go home and eat something. I didn’t want to get dragged out by Ali, and she made me drink all these vodka shots to cheer me up, and I don’t think it helped.’

‘Do you want me to help you get a cab, then?’ Omar offered.

Cassie shook her head. ‘No, I promised I’d wait for Ali. I can’t just leave her in Brick Lane, she’d be furious.’

‘Well, would you like to pop out and get some food then? Some dinner? No point you starving while you’re waiting.’

Cassie looked up gratefully again and nodded, with a slight smile. He went with her to get her coat, before they walked out into the chilly bright lights of Brick Lane, and realized, as someone tried to sell him a rose out of a plastic bucket at the exit, that he had asked someone to dinner, and they had said yes. To all intents and purposes, he was on a date, with a girl.

In the curry house, Cassie politely ordered a veggie biryani, which was one of the cheapest things on the menu, and fell on the poppadums with indecent haste. Omar felt comfortable enough with Cassie to order a Coke for himself, something he would never have dared to do with Sharif and the boys, and listened sympathetic-ally while she told him about the demise of her last relationship. It seemed that the boy, not a local one, had also been seeing a friend of hers; and when she had found out and confronted him, he had pointed out that she was just too much of a slut to go out with properly; he had just been using her for sex. And to make it worse, her hardly virginal friend had continued to see him, without any apologies, and had in fact cut Cassie out of her life instead. It was an unpalatable story that she seemed to find a lot easier to tell on a full stomach.

Thanks, for this,’ Cassie said. ‘I feel so much better now. I think all that vodka was just making me maudlin.’ She mopped up her remaining curry with a bit of the naan bread that Omar had insisted on ordering. The thing that hurts is that I really thought that Nico liked me. I didn’t think he loved me or anything like that, but I really thought he liked me. It’s all I wanted. It didn’t seem so much to ask for.’