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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Acknowledgments

I changed into the dress I had brought with me. It was the last one Elliott had bought. I studied the layout. I wanted to go back to the gallery to buy two additional paintings that were complementary. They were pricey, but VERT was worth it. I texted Dexter to see how the revisions were going and asked if Mark had any time on his schedule. The revised green was deeper. More robust. I wanted to carry that theme outside into the courtyard. I let go of my long-held ideas about this place. Reimagining requires letting go, but in the process, you gain something even better. It was all so bittersweet. Griffin knocked on the door. I stood up, zipped my dress as far as I could, took a deep breath, and opened the door.

“Sit down on the sofa. What do you think?” I asked him in regard to the miniature restaurant I had created.

“You look beautiful,” Griffin said.

“Not me. This,” I said as I spanned my hand around the panorama of his office. Then I sat down next to him. I wanted to see what he saw. In the silence, I picked up my wine. He took his time. He considered my efforts. I appreciated that about him. Even now.

“It’s different from Julian’s vision. It’s deeper. Richer. Fresher. I really love the painting, Bae. The vases are the exact color of the dots of blue in the painting.” He looked into my eyes. “It’s better.”

“I want to order linen napkins one shade darker than the vases. I’m pondering that.”

“Sitting here, the wall color is really growing on me. It’s not the cool colors of the restaurant now. It’s soothing. It’s a very sophisticated vibe, Bae. Mature. Very assured but very welcoming.” He stopped, sitting with his thoughts. Was he just describing the restaurant? He seemed so reflective and serious. Were we ruminating on the same question: would I have put this together ten years ago?

“We need a bartender out here,” Charlie said. It broke the sweet reverie.

“I guess I need to get to work. I hope you’re not planning to do anything with my couch.” Griffin leaned into me. “It holds some very happy memories,” he said and smiled. “You’re unzipped. Shall I unzip you the rest of the way?” The moment and memories blended together to form an elixir of might-have-beens and possible maybes.

“I wouldn’t think of doing anything with this couch,” I smiled. “Finish zipping my dress.”

“I would rather not, but I will.” Griffin let his hand rest on the zipper. “I like it. No, I love it, Bae.”