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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Acknowledgments

My phone buzzed. It was Elliott. It was a one-sided conversation. “Love, come home. The apartment isn’t the same without you. It doesn’t sparkle with your spirit. The bed and I are very lonely without you. I promise I will make it up to you!”

“Elliott, this is not going to be fixed with … that.” I hated that my friends had to hear the intimacies of our life.

“Darling, I will be better. I promise. It’s been a few rocky years. I’ll admit it.”

I refused his pleadings and hung up. For a brief moment, I envied my friends. Their normal lives. The moment passed, and we turned our attention to unpacking my messy life.

“This is something I’ve always wanted to know,” Reggie began. “Elliott hired you to design the restaurant, right? Was it a flat fee, or is he paying you now? Like a salary?”

I hated to answer this one. “It was a fee—”

Before I could finish, Elle interrupted. “Wait a minute. Are you telling us you’ve been running the restaurant for free? And Elliott has a problem giving you piddly money for your hair?”

“We’ve already had this discussion, Bailey. Months ago. But you’ve got bigger problems. You aren’t even the hired help. Elliott is treating you like a slave. That’s why you’ve lost so much weight. You’re stressed out and overworked. And you’re letting him do it!”

Both women listened. Lectured. Embraced me. Took turns dispensing tissues and pouring wine. I had been more comfortable with the boys telling me their version of the facts of life than I was with these women telling me the rules of marriage. How could I let this happen? I had so much confidence when it came to my work, but I’d given Elliott control over my life.

“That’s why I got so mad at Elliott sabotaging my career with Mac. This is my profession, my livelihood. But it’s also my life, and I’m good at it. Aren’t I?”

“That man isn’t sabotaging your career, Bailey. He’s sabotaging you. You are not the confident woman we first met.” This was not just a little tapas-serving of the truth but a whole fucking nine-course meal of it. We exchanged looks—a mix of anger, sadness, loss, and rage. Time had fallen away. It was well after midnight.

“Girls, I’ve got to go to work early in the morning,” Reggie said, getting up to go home.

“I’m so glad Griffin and Henry don’t know,” I said. The women exchanged another look. My friends and apparently my traitors. “You didn’t.”

“You just haven’t been listening to us. That stove thing pushed me over the edge,” Reggie said.