Chapters (50)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication Page
- CONTENTS
- PART ONE: SHOTGUN GRAVY
- Sometimes she wakes…
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- PART TWO: BAIT DOG
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- PART THREE: THE FARM
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- PART FOUR: KISSING FIRE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- PART FIVE: BAIT GIRL
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE: THE MESSAGE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“I said to myself, Arlene, you best never let anything happen to your baby bird again or she’s gonna hate you forever. Because what kind of mother lets her baby bird get hurt? Huh?”
Atlanta doesn’t need this. Not now. “I said, it’s over. It’s fine. Let’s just go.”
“I can’t abide this no more. Can’t sit idly by while people think they can do what they want. They can’t. World’s not supposed to work like that. I bought something. Something to make sense of everything. I brought it.” Her mother plops her big fake-leather purse, pink as a baby pig, onto her lap and begins rooting through it frantically. “Something to make up for what happened, something that . . . that says this ain’t gonna happen again.”
She pulls out a small revolver. Blued steel. Rosewood handle. Fit for a lady—appropriate enough, given that it’s a Smith & Wesson LadySmith. Guy had showed Atlanta one, but she didn’t buy it—she went with the .410 scattergun instead.
All she can think is, Holy shit, Mama has a gun.
And Mama throws open her car door and starts marching back toward the gun club.
“Atlanta,” Chris says from the backseat, “did your mother just pull out a—”
“Yes,” Atlanta says, struggling to undo her lap belt. Damn belts in this car are stickier than a cocklebur. She finally gets it undone, hurries outside, and steps in front of her mother.
“Mama,” she says, “you don’t want to do this. Trust me.”
“You did it,” Mama says, eyes wet. She holds up the gun as if for demonstration. “You protected yourself when I couldn’t. Or didn’t. I made a mistake, baby bird. I let him hurt you. And you’ll never be the same again.” A look crosses her face, the look of a spurned dog ready to bite. “This time I’m not letting anybody get away with hurting you. Now move aside, girl.”
The gun trembles like a living thing.
Atlanta gently places her hand over the side of the weapon. Eases it down.
“Please,” her mother says. A sad plea.
But Atlanta just shakes her head, then takes the gun. “Let me handle this,” she says.
“No,” Arlene says, but the word has lost conviction. Fresh tears run.
“Mama, it’s okay.”
“Please don’t get hurt.”
Atlanta kisses her mother on the cheek. Smells the cigarettes and perfume. Finds comfort there.
Then she goes back inside the gun club.
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER TEN
Skank sees her, cackles, says, “Oh, the bitch is back,” then starts to march over with her claws out. But that’s before she sees the .38 in Atlanta’s hand, and Atlanta makes sure the Skank sees it by sticking it up and pointing it at that mouth of hers—the one framed by the blackened, scabbing split in her lip.