Chapters (50)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication Page
- CONTENTS
- PART ONE: SHOTGUN GRAVY
- Sometimes she wakes…
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- PART TWO: BAIT DOG
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- PART THREE: THE FARM
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- PART FOUR: KISSING FIRE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- PART FIVE: BAIT GIRL
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE: THE MESSAGE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
He nods. “Okay. Okay. Yeah. But don’t be asking for meth. I don’t sell that shit up in here. You want that, you head up Grainger Hill way.”
“Grainger Hill—isn’t that where the richies live?”
“Nah, that’s Gallows Hill. Grainger’s is where you find the drugs, the trailers, the dogfights. Ain’t the underbelly so much as what’s under the underbelly.”
“I’m still figuring the area out a little.” She sniffs, then says: “I didn’t want meth anyway.” She’s seen what meth does to people. Bad skin. Worse teeth. Meth users end up looking like a pumpkin or gourd that sat too long past Halloween on someone’s porch—mushy and rotten, the flesh puckered with pits and pockmarks.
“I got something for you.” He disappears down the hall of the trailer. She hears one of the accordion doors slide open and slide back, and then he’s back. The pill bottle rattles as he plunks it down in front of her.
She picks it up. It’s unlabeled.
“Adderall,” he says. “You know, for, like, hyperactive kids. I don’t know why the fuck anybody would want to give an upper to a kid who’s already acting like he just ate ten bowls of Sugar Smacks, but shit, once upon a time people thought the sun traveled around the earth.”
“Some of them still do,” she says.
“I know, right? Anyway. You take that. It’ll focus you up real good. You know you gotta sleep at some point, though, right?”
“Of course,” she lies. Her fingers work to peel the wet label off the beer bottle. Like peeling a sunburn, she thinks. “Yeah. Duh. I know that.”
“Just in case.” He reaches in his pocket, tosses her another pill bottle. “Ambien. If you decide to go the other way with it.”
“Thanks.”
“I normally get seven bucks a pill. You got ten Ambien there and twice that of the ADD meds, but let’s call it an even hundred for the Adderall, and the Ambien can be my gift to you. For being such a badass chick and all that.”
She pockets the drugs. Hesitates. “I’m not badass, you know.”
“From where I’m sitting, you’re one I wouldn’t mess with.”
“I don’t have money right now. Soon.”
“You can owe me. It’s no thing.”
“That’s cool, Guy. Thanks.”
Atlanta finishes her beer in one long pull, then gets up. She thinks to move in to give Guy a hug, but again the hairs on her neck and arms raise, and it’s like she hears this keening frequency in her ears, and for a moment she thinks, Oh, hell, I’m gonna pass out right here, right now—
But then the sound goes away, and she’s left feeling wobbly but stable.
She fake-punches him in the arm on her way out the door.
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FOUR