Back Ask No Questions
Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘I’m sorry,’ he says. ‘I shouldn’t have come here. It was just, well, I didn’t know where else to go …’ His voice cracks a little.

‘How did you know where to find me?’ I ask him, the heavy sinking feeling still leaden in my stomach.

‘I … erm … it’s Derry, ye know. I asked around. Heard you lived down here and then looked at the names on the buzzer. Took a chance it was you.’

There’s something about how he says this that makes me shiver. Am I really that easy to find? The people who painted my wall found me easily, and now Declan, too. Unless … No, that’s stupid. I’m letting the events of the last few days get to me too much. Declan wouldn’t have any reason to warn me off talking to Jamesy Harte. Sure, he’s told me he’s not convinced Jamesy is guilty.

‘You could’ve texted or called,’ I say as Declan roughly toweldries his hair.

I can see water pooling slightly at his feet. His trainers are as soaked as the rest of him.

Looking at me with a curious expression on his face, he says, ‘I never thought of that,’ as if it actually is the first time such a possibility has even crossed his mind. ‘You don’t mind, do you?’

I could give him the real answer, of course, and say it’s a bit strange, but I’m still trying to get a feel for why he is here and what state he is actually in.

‘Of course not,’ I lie. ‘I’ll put the kettle on and make some tea.’

‘Would you have anything stronger?’ he asks, bold as anything, and I lie again.

‘Sorry. All out. Just tea here. Coffee if you prefer.’

‘Tea will be grand,’ he says, looking around, taking in my flat in all its glory.

It’s not huge by any means. In fact, it’s quite small, but I’ve spent a lot of money getting it just how I like it. Scandi-inspired, with just a smattering of cosy comforts, it’s always proven to be a haven of relaxation for me, from my pale pink velvet sofa, which cost more than a month’s salary, to the Eames-style dining chairs.

‘Nice digs you’ve got here,’ he says before shuddering with the cold.

I realise there’s no way I can let him sit down on that sofa with wet jeans on.

‘There’s a dressing gown on the back of the bathroom door,’ I tell him. ‘If you want to take your jeans off, I can throw those and your coat in the dryer or at least hang them on the radiator.’

Again there’s a delay, as if he’s just realising how wet he is, before he nods and gives a little laugh. ‘Aye. I suppose that might be an idea.’