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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘Shame on him – putting that poor girl’s family through all this again. Have they not suffered enough?’ his ma says, her voice soft.

But she’s agitated. He can see that.

She gets up and walks to the sink to run herself a glass of water from the tap. She holds the glass to her forehead as if trying to cool herself down.

‘But if he didn’t do it?’ Declan says.

Just as his ma gives him a warning glance, Declan hears the thump of a fist on the table, feels the vibration of the impact, sees the plates and cutlery shift as if they are startled, too.

‘For Christ’s sake, Declan, the dogs on the street know he did it. He didn’t get put away for nothing,’ his da says.

Niall says nothing. Just lifts his glass of milk and takes a long drink from it.

‘I hope you’re not going to talk to her again,’ his ma says. ‘Don’t be stirring things up. There are a lot of painful memories there, son.’

‘Really?’ he asks, unable to keep the sarcastic tone from his voice. ‘Of everyone, I think I might be aware of that.’

‘Don’t you dare speak to your mother like that!’ his da barks. ‘Sauntering in here like the layabout you are, taking whatever your mother will give you – and don’t think I don’t notice. Because I do. I’m not stupid. And then talking back to her. You’ve a cheek, Declan.’

‘Frankie,’ his ma urges. ‘Don’t be getting upset. Your blood pressure.’

‘Then tell this buck eejit here he hasn’t the first notion. Talking to Ingrid bloody Devlin! She’d sell her granny for a good story. And who is it she works for again? The Chronicle, is it? That Ryan Murray is editor there … I thought he’d more sense. Stupid bastard.’

Declan watches as his ma rests her hand on his da’s shoulder. His heart is in his mouth because he knows this could go one of two ways. The soft touch of her hand will calm his father into submission, or it will enrage him further. He doesn’t want to feel responsible for what might happen.

‘Message heard,’ he says. ‘It wasn’t on purpose, you know. We just bumped into each other. It’s not like I can tell her anything, anyway. Not anything new.’

His father settles down, appeased by his response. Even if he hasn’t exactly told the truth. Yes, their meeting was accidental, but he does know things about that night, things he hasn’t dared to speak to anyone about. Not even Niall.

But he won’t antagonise things further. He’ll just finish his dinner and go home. He already has twenty pounds from his mother stashed in his pocket, thankfully. He doesn’t need to ask her now.