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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘As soon as things are a bit quieter for me,’ I say, knowing full well I’ve no plans at all to slow down on my workload any time soon, never mind meet him for a drink.

I hang up – and fire a quick email to Ryan letting him know the interview is as good as in the bag. It’s all coming together very nicely indeed.

I’ve barely noticed the transition from day to evening and from evening into night. I’ve been vaguely aware of my colleagues leaving, of the newsroom getting quieter and eventually falling silent. Another paper has been put to bed and we get to start all over again in the morning.

Ryan walks up to my desk before he leaves.

‘Are we okay?’ he asks.

I look up at him, blinking.

‘Well, I’m okay,’ I tell him, looking back at my screen where I was just putting the finishing touches to an unrelated feature piece set to run in the weekend edition. ‘I wouldn’t dare try to speak for you.’

‘Look. Sweetheart,’ he says, and I cringe, biting back the urge to tell him that I am not his sweetheart. We’re not playing that game now. ‘I don’t mean to come across as heavy-handed, but I’m not telling you to go easy for the good of my health. I’m watching out for you.’

‘I appreciate the concern, but I can look out for myself,’ I say, still not looking up. ‘And before you get your knickers in a knot, don’t worry, I’ll make it very clear any extra stuff I look into isn’t for The Chronicle. Our precious reputation will be protected.’ Only then do I look back at him. See him shaking his head.

‘You can be such a brat at times. You’re going to get yourself in a whole lot of trouble one of these days, Ingrid. Maybe then you’ll realise I was only trying to help you.’ He perches on the edge of my desk, and I feel him hook a finger under my chin and lift my face towards his. ‘You know I care about you.’

I’m too angry to listen to him. Too angry to show him any respect, begrudging or otherwise. I shake my head, pull away from his touch.

‘Then stop patronising me,’ I say. ‘You’re not my father, so stop treating me like some stupid junior reporter without the sense I was born with. I know what I’m doing.’

‘I’m not saying you’re stupid. But I am saying you’re in too deep, Ingrid. You’re too close to this and it’s never a good idea to get too close to any story.’

‘Ryan, if you don’t mind. I have a lot to do here.’ I nod towards my screen. ‘Can I just get on with it?’