Back Ask No Questions
Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘For the excess you’d pay, and the increase in your premiums, it’ll be cheaper for you to do it yourself, and it’s not like you can’t afford it,’ Declan says.

His brother glares at him. Declan is almost tempted to smile. Almost, just to push his brother into losing his temper. There’s been a row brewing between the two parties for a long time now.

The air is thick with tension. Declan notices his ma looking between the two of them, her mouth a thin line. Her eyes dull, dark-ringed. She’s looking older, he realises. Stressed. He doesn’t want to make it worse.

‘It’s freezing out here,’ he says. ‘Ma, how about a cup of tea?’

She smiles. ‘That’s a good idea, son. I’ll put the kettle on.’

He walks to her, puts his arm around her shoulder. ‘You go in there and sit down and I’ll make the tea. Doesn’t that sound like a better idea?’

‘You’re a good son,’ she says. ‘You are both good sons.’

Declan would like it more if she could just compliment him without the need to compliment his brother, too. Niall gets enough praise.

He knows that makes him a little childish. He hates himself for it. He has always lived in Niall’s shadow and no matter what he has tried to do to direct attention his way, nothing has worked. He sometimes wonders if he is invisible.

If he were to disappear right now, he wonders would anyone even notice, let alone care. But he can’t allow himself to fall down that rabbit hole again. Not now. He is already low enough without making things worse for himself.

He switches the kettle on to boil, moves around the kitchen setting out mugs, putting biscuits on a plate. He doesn’t even hear Niall come into the room and jumps when he hears him speak.

‘You need to watch yourself,’ Niall says, his voice quiet but still with enough menace to make Declan freeze.

It can’t be possible that his brother knows with any degree of certainty that he is responsible for what happened to his car. He decides to say nothing, just to continue with his task of making the tea.

‘Are you listening to me?’ Niall says.

Declan takes a breath, turns to face him. ‘I am. But I’m not sure I’ve the first notion of what you’re talking about.’

‘Back off from Ingrid Devlin,’ he says, and Declan colours. ‘I’ve seen her today and you’re freaking her out. Creeping around. Calling at her apartment like some sad stalker. Is there actually something wrong with you?’ Niall taps the side of his brother’s head, his words dripping with venom.