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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

It’s clear when I get there that Jen, and quite possibly the two boys, too, are home. Despite the cold day, there is a bike lying on its side on the grass to the front of the house. Jen’s car – a Volvo 4x4 beast of a thing that there is no need for when all you do is drive around city streets – is parked at the top of the driveway, with Ryan’s car behind it.

Their house has been decorated for Halloween. Jen is the perfect homemaker. Even though I’m thirty-five I have been known to say I’d like to be just like her when I grow up. Ryan doesn’t find the quip particularly amusing.

Pumpkin-shaped fairy lights twinkle from the windows. Yellow fake crime scene tape criss-crosses along the front door. Small ghost-shaped decorations dance in the breeze and a skeleton is perched on the front step beside a freshly carved pumpkin.

There are still five days until Halloween – the insides of that pumpkin will have well and truly started to rot by then, I think before pressing the doorbell. The usual ring of the doorbell has been replaced by a spooky cackle for the Halloween season. We’ve all become so Americanised. A far cry from our home-made costumes and plastic bags filled with nuts and apples.

A voice in my head tells me ours were simpler times, but then, of course, I remember Kelly. I remember that night. My mother shaking me from my sleep, asking if I knew where Kelly was. Had I seen her?

I’d shaken my head. Too tired to realise the significance of what I was being asked.

‘Think, Ingrid. Think!’ my mother had implored, and that’s when I’d registered the worry and the fear in her voice.

I’d been asleep and I hadn’t gone to bed ’til gone ten o’clock. That meant it was late, and certainly much too late for Kelly Doherty not to be home or for no one to know where she was. I heard a male voice call her name in the street. I blinked, trying to wake up.

‘I saw her earlier when we were out collecting. She was at the top of the street. But then my feet got soaked in that puddle and I came home to change my socks and put on my wellies,’ I told her. ‘I didn’t see her after that.’

‘And who was she with when you saw her?’