Back Ask No Questions
Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

When I feel myself calm down, when I feel able to breathe again without my whole body shaking, he looks at me with concern on his face.

‘Do you want to talk about it?’ he asks.

Part of me is mortified to have lost my cool again so completely – it seems to be becoming a habit – but a bigger part of me is just so grateful that someone is asking me how I am with genuine concern.

‘I’m not sure,’ I tell him. ‘I think … well, I know, it was a panic attack.’

‘What brought it on?’ he asks.

I shrug my shoulders. ‘A combination of things, I think. The noise. The crowds. What happened to Liam Doherty.’

He nods.

‘And my car was targeted last night,’ I tell him. ‘Here. In the car park. After I saw you. My tyres slashed.’

‘Jesus,’ he says, his eyes widening. ‘But surely it’s not related to what happened to Liam, is it? I mean, it couldn’t be.’

Do I tell him everything? Do I tell him that yes, it could well be related and, actually, it most likely is related? Do I tell him this is the third time I’ve had threatening messages left for me in the space of a week?

‘We believe, the police and I, that is, well, we believe there could well be some connection. This isn’t the first time I’ve been targeted,’ I say, my voice small. I’ve lost my bravado, I realise. My ability to shrug it off as a peril of the job. ‘My car was vandalised outside work last week and at the weekend just gone, someone broke into my flat.’

His hand reaches out and touches mine, and I am so very grateful for the warmth of some human contact that I don’t pull away.

‘Ingrid, this is serious stuff. Are the police doing anything? Are they keeping you safe?’

‘I think they’ve bigger fish to fry at the moment,’ I say, ‘but yes. Extra patrols, blah-blah-blah. It’s not like me to lose my cool, you know,’ I tell him. ‘It’s just been stressful. I thought this was just an anniversary story. Then I thought I’d speak to Jamesy Harte and find out about his quest to have his name cleared. Maybe, I’d get a book out of it. I never once expected that any of this would kick off. Not what has happened to Mr Doherty. Not the attacks on my car and home. Not press conferences and missing people …’

‘Missing people?’ he butts in, and before I’ve even thought about it, I blurt out that Jamesy Harte has gone missing. ‘All of his belongings are still in his flat, from what the police could see,’ I say.

‘He wouldn’t come here,’ Niall says, but he looks worried.