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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

Bernie looks down, releasing the coat from her grasp at last. ‘He’s not. He’s not a strong man. He wasn’t strong enough for this and I did it. I only wanted to tell her story. To keep a part of her alive.’

Christopher pulls himself from his wife’s embrace, punches the wall – the sound his bones make as they smash into the solid brick is sickening.

The pregnant woman looks crestfallen. She shrinks back into herself, rubbing the roundness of her stomach in a protective manner. I feel for her. She was clearly only trying to help and here she is in the middle of this nightmare.

‘And people are talking about her. Remembering her. That’s a good thing.’ I say.

I want to reach for my phone to show Bernie and Christopher the Facebook likes and the retweets, but sense kicks in before I do. What do they care about stupid numbers on the Internet when Liam is in God knows what state.

Bernie just shakes her head. Tears are rolling down her face. ‘No … No.’

‘We’re in shock,’ the pregnant woman says. ‘It was just so unexpected. So brutal.’

Christopher sits down beside her, like a child in need of comfort, and she takes his non-bruised hand and squeezes it gently.

‘Did they tell you what they did?’

It’s Bernie’s turn to talk. My eyes flick to hers. She is ashen, her fingers still blanched white, wrung together.

‘No. No, I just heard he’d been attacked. The police were with me at Foyleside. My car was vandalised. A threat left for me. I took a panic attack and they brought me here.’

Bernie isn’t listening to what I’m saying. I can see that. She drops her gaze from mine, looks down at the floor.

‘There were three of them. Three big men in their balaclavas. They beat him, right in front of me. I tried to stop them, but one of them pushed me into the chair. Liam kept trying to reassure me he was okay, but all I could do was beg them to stop. One of them, a man with a Belfast accent, said if I spoke again it would be worse for Liam. If I so much as made a noise they would finish him off. So I had to watch … and listen … And then …’ she pauses as if trying to find the words, ‘one of them went out into the kitchen. I could hear it, you know.’

Her voice cracks. ‘Oh, Jesus, I could hear it and he could, too. The kettle boiling.’

She brings her hand to her mouth as if she is going to throw up. It’s all I can do to keep standing myself. Dear God, what have they done to him? I watch as Bernie steadies herself, takes a deep breath.