Back Ask No Questions
Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘The note?’ she says again, with less patience. ‘We’re told there was a note attached to your windscreen. I assume you have it?’

Reluctantly, I take the piece of paper from my pocket and hand it to her.

She opens it and examines it, her white gloves still on, before putting into the bag. ‘You were warned,’ she reads.

I notice DC Black look at her, then towards me. I do my best not to meet his gaze.

‘And you’re the only other person who touched this?’ she asks.

‘As far as I know.’

She tuts, shakes her head. I feel tears prick at my eyes again and yes, I’m still scared, but in this moment my primary feeling is embarrassment.

‘This is quite worrying,’ she says, her voice a little softer now. ‘We’re probably at the stage where we should discuss your personal security.’

Personal security? I see it through her eyes. This is another threat. Another attack. Another warning. That it happened on the day the article was printed in The Chronicle can hardly be coincidence.

‘Surely if whoever is behind this wanted to hurt me, they would just do it. They wouldn’t target my flat, or my car. They’d just go for me,’ I say, my voice shaking. I’m trying to reassure myself and failing miserably.

She shrugs. ‘It’s impossible to predict the behaviour of someone who behaves in this fashion,’ she says. ‘But what we can assume is that whoever it is, they intended to do real damage to your car. From the look of it they used a large knife to slash your tyres. They came prepared. They want you to know they are serious.’

The words imprint themselves in my mind. A large knife and they came prepared. ‘Impossible to predict.’ I feel a little dizzy.

‘Who knew you were going to be here tonight?’ she asks, although her words feel distant.

I feel a cool sweat break on the back of my neck; my skin tingles. I shake my head. ‘I don’t know. I mean … I met Niall Heaney, so he knew. And his brother, Declan, and … I don’t know,’ I say.

My words feel thick, wrong, in my mouth. I’m not usually one to lose my cool, but I am at serious risk of losing it now. Adrenaline propels itself through my veins and I find myself gasping for a deep breath of air.

‘Look, really,’ I say, ‘I’d just like to go home now. If I’m not making a complaint, then surely that’s an end to it.’ I scan the carpark for the quickest escape route.

If I keep an outward appearance of calm I’ll be okay, I tell myself. Don’t let them know they’ve rattled me. Don’t involve the police. Don’t give it the oxygen of attention. My breath comes in short, shallow gasps.