Back Ashes of Gold
Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  47. More from this Series
  48. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  49. Also by J. Elle

I rub the sore spot on my head. The Macazi are magicless, so she can’t hurt me… magically, that is. The knot between my shoulders eases a little. “What do you want with me?”

“I have questions. At this point, there’s no issue between us.”

At this point?

She gestures for me to sit, but I don’t. I have no reason to distrust the Macazi. But I have no reason to trust them either.

“I have questions too. Where are my friends?”

She sits on the edge of my bed, probably to make me feel more at ease. But everything in her tight tone and stern stare makes me clench my fists. I don’t like this. She gestures again.

“I’m standing. Answer my question.”

“Me, first.” She crosses one leg over the other. “What happened to Totsi?”

Of course they know each other. The way that old woman looked at me—the shock on her face when she realized I wasn’t whom she’d expected—told me Totsi was protecting these people.

“I had nothing to do with her…” I can’t finish the sentence. Saying it aloud somehow makes it more real. Last time I saw Tot, she told me I’d always have a friend at her store. Was this what she meant? They don’t seem friendly. Had she known someone would come for her?

She presses her lips tight and looks away. Her shoulders hang. I move to face her, but she turns her head even farther from me. This lady isn’t trying to hurt me… at least I don’t think she is. I swallow the lump in my throat that I’m almost sure is something mixed with pride.

“Look, I found the shop like that. Last time I saw Totsi, she was smiling and fine.”

Her chin falls, and pressure to fill the silence needles at me.

“I’ve heard Loyalists are behind it,” I go on. “That the Chancellor put a hit on her.”

Her lip flinches and her fingers swipe away something from her cheek. “Thanks. And your friends are fine. Both are still asleep, I believe.”

“I want to see them. Now.”

“You will. I promise you, they’re fine. Grag told me you all were… alright.”

Grag. He didn’t clue me in to the secret trapdoor in Totsi’s shop. But he apparently vouched for us? Something about him doesn’t add up. Or there’s a chance I’m overthinking it.

I sit on the edge of the bed, far enough away in case she tries to pop off but close enough to see that she’s not tense because she’s angry. She’s tense because she’s sad. Maybe me and this lady just started off on the wrong foot.

“Totsi was a friend to me,” I say.