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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Julie Buxbaum
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  52. EPILOGUE
  53. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  54. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  55. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  56. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Why?” The very last thing we need is for my half brother to show up high out of his mind and to put on a show for the paparazzi. Even worse, depending on whether my dad is still giving him money—he was supposed to have cut him off because a therapist told him it was enabling—Hudson might be desperate enough to sell a story. I feel sorry for my brother—his mom, Sage, my dad’s first wife, was an addict too, years ago, so he’s genetically predisposed—but my empathy for him doesn’t mean I want him anywhere near here. Not to mention, my dad does not have the bandwidth to deal with Hudson. None of us does.

“Hud says he wants to give moral support. I told Dad to tell him we moved,” Isla says.

“Did Dad laugh?”

“Nope,” she says. “But in all fairness, I wasn’t totally joking.”

Isla leaves, probably to go do homework or, you know, find the legal loophole that will save my mother. Before I lose my courage, I dial the first number on the list. Carrie decided yesterday that it was too complicated to change our chips, so instead she bought both Isla and me brand-new iPhones. Normally, I’d be excited by this—I’ll wipe my old one and give it to Cesar’s mom—but every time I look at the shiny new cell, which is empty of all contacts and texts and photos, I feel lonely. Nothing has carried over. Not even my apps.

“Jaberowski, Lowe, and Stein,” a receptionist answers. “Mr. Lowe’s office.”

“Hi, may I speak to Mr. Lowe, please?” I ask this in as confident a tone as I can muster. My voice comes out tinny and young, a child asking for permission. I hate talking on the phone. If I could manage to hire a lawyer over text or email, I totally would.

“I’ll see if Mr. Lowe is available. Who may I say is calling?”

“Umm, Chloe Berringer? Umm, Joy Fields’s daughter.”

I hear an audible gasp from the secretary, followed by an: “One moment, please.” Apparently, she too must get the New York Times news alerts.

“Chloe,” a man says warmly, less than twenty seconds later. “I’m so glad you reached out. I’ve been worried about you.”

“Hi,” I say, because I’m not sure what to say to this. I’ve never met Mr. Lowe. I don’t even know how he found his way onto Isla’s list, or why she put him at the top. I have no idea why it would have occurred to him to worry about me.

“I assume you’re calling because you’ve found yourself in a little spot of bother.” That’s one way to put it, I think. Spot of bother.