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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Julie Buxbaum
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  52. EPILOGUE
  53. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  54. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  55. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  56. What’s next onyour reading list?

“You’re right.” My dad has a wry look on his face, the same one he always gets when Isla astounds him. “You don’t. Not everything.”

“Do you think I’m stupid?” I ask, and as soon as the question slips out, I realize there it is, my biggest fear laid bare for all to see. My mom is going to prison because she thought I was too stupid to get into college on my own. “Is that why you did this really?”

“Oh, honey, no, of course not,” my mom says. “We wanted things to be easier for you. School hasn’t been easy. That doesn’t mean you’re stupid.”

“Chlo. No. Never,” my dad says.

“I mean, listen, you aren’t the brightest bulb in the sea,” Isla says, and throws her arm around my shoulders.

“That’s a mixed metaphor,” I say.

“It’s time we all put on our big-girl panties around here and speak the truth,” Isla says, and I wait for my mom to step in, which is what she usually does when Isla’s about to get a little too real. “Chloe, you don’t deserve to go to SCC. That doesn’t mean you’re stupid; it means you didn’t care as much or try as hard as me. Because one day, I’m going to Harvard, like Shola.”

“Shola’s going to Harvard? Oh my God, that’s amazing,” I say. I’d been scouting Shola’s feed hoping for a clue as to where she’d be next year, and in true Shola fashion, she hadn’t dropped any hints. She’s not like Levi. She doesn’t need to brag.

I feel joy and grief in almost equal measure.

I wish I could tell her how happy I am for her. How I can’t wait to watch from afar as she takes on the world. How even though I lost her, I’ll always be proud of the fact that, for a while, at least, she chose me as a friend.

“Yup,” Isla says, smiling.

“Good for Shola,” my dad says, though I can’t tell if he really means it.

EPILOGUE

Fourteen months later

Four duffel bags sit by the front door, stuffed to capacity, though this is only half of it. A bunch of boxes were shipped to the dorms last week. We looked at pictures online, and the rooms looks dollhouse-sized, so I’m not sure how this will work. The roommate, who based on her texts gave off no serial killer vibes, is from Wichita, Kansas, like Dorothy, and we’ve decided she’ll hopefully be traveling a little lighter.

Apparently, you can take the girl out of Beverly Hills, but you can’t take Beverly Hills out of the girl.