Chapters (100)
- Half Title
- Also By Natalie Fergie
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Contents
- 2011
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- 1908
- Chapter 3
- 1910
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- 1921
- Chapter 31
- 1931
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- 1951
- Chapter 50
- 2011
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- 2021
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- 2022
- Chapter 81
- Parkin
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About Embla Books
‘Never.’ Georgia stops spinning the ring and laces her fingers together, elbows on the table, like a child saying grace before dinner. ‘When I was a child, there was a meeting here, with the neighbours. Something about the dustbins in the street not being collected regularly. They were going to write a joint letter to Edinburgh Corporation. It was after my bedtime and I was sitting about halfway up the stairs, just high enough that I wouldn’t be seen. I think I was about seven or eight and I wanted to know what it was they were talking about.’ She unlaces her fingers and spreads them out on the table, stretching her handspan as far as possible. ‘I heard one of the women ask Annie if I wouldn’t be better off at a boarding school. I have no idea who asked the question, but I heard her reply quite loudly that under no circumstances was any child of hers going to a boarding school. I remember it particularly because I knew that I wasn’t her child. When you are young, and your parents are dead, and everyone else lives with a mummy and a daddy, or so it felt to me at the time, that was such a comforting thing to hear. It was as if she was claiming me.’ Georgia paused. ‘There was apparently some talk of me going to live with a relative in Canada when I was very young, but it never came to anything because the Atlantic was a dangerous place during the Second World War, so I stayed here in Edinburgh and that was that. Years later she told me that she would never have sent me to people I didn’t know halfway across the world. I can hear her saying it now. She was so definite about it all. I think whoever the mysterious relative was must have died because it was never mentioned again.’
‘Would you like me to read the other letter?’
‘Please. We may as well finish dealing with this box today.’
The envelope is made from thick blue paper, just like the sheet of paper inside it. This one is folded in two, so it looks like the pages of a book, and then in two again. Tess peers at the spidery handwriting which has many underlinings and capital letters.
August 1911
Barry, South Wales
Ursula, My Bonnie Darling,
I returned here last night and found your letter waiting for me. I sent postcards to Ann and Finlay on Tuesday and another one to you from Ilfracombe on Wednesday, which I trust that you received all right.
I know that I am not always easy to live with, but believe me I will always return your love and caresses forty fold or more, if you will accept them, and we will not contemplate any other form which cannot be repaid by me in that way. What do you say, eh? Ma Cherie!