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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

‘Never.’ Georgia stops spinning the ring and laces her fingers together, elbows on the table, like a child saying grace before dinner. ‘When I was a child, there was a meeting here, with the neighbours. Something about the dustbins in the street not being collected regularly. They were going to write a joint letter to Edinburgh Corporation. It was after my bedtime and I was sitting about halfway up the stairs, just high enough that I wouldn’t be seen. I think I was about seven or eight and I wanted to know what it was they were talking about.’ She unlaces her fingers and spreads them out on the table, stretching her handspan as far as possible. ‘I heard one of the women ask Annie if I wouldn’t be better off at a boarding school. I have no idea who asked the question, but I heard her reply quite loudly that under no circumstances was any child of hers going to a boarding school. I remember it particularly because I knew that I wasn’t her child. When you are young, and your parents are dead, and everyone else lives with a mummy and a daddy, or so it felt to me at the time, that was such a comforting thing to hear. It was as if she was claiming me.’ Georgia paused. ‘There was apparently some talk of me going to live with a relative in Canada when I was very young, but it never came to anything because the Atlantic was a dangerous place during the Second World War, so I stayed here in Edinburgh and that was that. Years later she told me that she would never have sent me to people I didn’t know halfway across the world. I can hear her saying it now. She was so definite about it all. I think whoever the mysterious relative was must have died because it was never mentioned again.’

‘Would you like me to read the other letter?’

‘Please. We may as well finish dealing with this box today.’

The envelope is made from thick blue paper, just like the sheet of paper inside it. This one is folded in two, so it looks like the pages of a book, and then in two again. Tess peers at the spidery handwriting which has many underlinings and capital letters.

August 1911

Barry, South Wales

Ursula, My Bonnie Darling,

I returned here last night and found your letter waiting for me. I sent postcards to Ann and Finlay on Tuesday and another one to you from Ilfracombe on Wednesday, which I trust that you received all right.

I know that I am not always easy to live with, but believe me I will always return your love and caresses forty fold or more, if you will accept them, and we will not contemplate any other form which cannot be repaid by me in that way. What do you say, eh? Ma Cherie!