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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

‘Well, I’m sorry to say it Isobel, but this Louise woman has never gone away, in Ann’s head at least.’

‘That bitch!’ Isobel put both hands flat on the table and pressed down, as though to squash something. ‘I’m sorry but there isn’t another description I can think of. When she was unwell, Louise used Ann like her personal servant. She would send her to get things from me in the kitchen instead of ringing the bell like any normal person. As soon as Ann was settled to read a book or draw a picture, she would be interrupted and sent on an errand. The poor girl got no peace at all. Ann would sometimes sit here in the kitchen where you are sitting right now and ask me questions. “Isobel, am I an impossible child? Am I an awful girl?” And I would say no, of course. And then one day I asked her who was saying these things to her, I think she was about eleven years old then. She said it was Louise. I’m ashamed to say that I didn’t believe her, because what mother speaks to her daughter like that? I just thought she was lying because she was in trouble over something. I mean, all children tell tales, you know?’

He nodded.

‘I didn’t understand until one day when I was carrying the tea things through to the drawing room. I must have been particularly soft-footed that day, so I heard it with my own ears. It was to do with Ann’s name. Louise told her that she was an awful child, and that she was just an inconvenience. She was using her name as a weapon against her.’ Isobel stood up and began to put the dry goods away in their labelled jars. ‘I don’t think she would want me to have told you about it, though. It’s been a secret all these years.’

‘I won’t say anything, I promise. I do sometimes think there have been too many secrets in this house. Perhaps it’s time to bring them out into the daylight where they can be seen for what they are.’ He got to his feet. ‘I’ll put the kettle on. I think tea is in order.’

As he spoke, the back door opened and Ann walked in, chilled from the wind.

‘Oh, you’re here at last,’ said Isobel, trying to bring some normality to the situation. ‘I was wondering about making a sly cake for our visitor tomorrow, or do you think just parkin will be enough?’ She looked at Keith’s Fair Isle hat, still pulled down haphazardly on Ann’s head.