Chapters (100)
- Half Title
- Also By Natalie Fergie
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Contents
- 2011
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- 1908
- Chapter 3
- 1910
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- 1921
- Chapter 31
- 1931
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- 1951
- Chapter 50
- 2011
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- 2021
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- 2022
- Chapter 81
- Parkin
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About Embla Books
‘Well, I’m sorry to say it Isobel, but this Louise woman has never gone away, in Ann’s head at least.’
‘That bitch!’ Isobel put both hands flat on the table and pressed down, as though to squash something. ‘I’m sorry but there isn’t another description I can think of. When she was unwell, Louise used Ann like her personal servant. She would send her to get things from me in the kitchen instead of ringing the bell like any normal person. As soon as Ann was settled to read a book or draw a picture, she would be interrupted and sent on an errand. The poor girl got no peace at all. Ann would sometimes sit here in the kitchen where you are sitting right now and ask me questions. “Isobel, am I an impossible child? Am I an awful girl?” And I would say no, of course. And then one day I asked her who was saying these things to her, I think she was about eleven years old then. She said it was Louise. I’m ashamed to say that I didn’t believe her, because what mother speaks to her daughter like that? I just thought she was lying because she was in trouble over something. I mean, all children tell tales, you know?’
He nodded.
‘I didn’t understand until one day when I was carrying the tea things through to the drawing room. I must have been particularly soft-footed that day, so I heard it with my own ears. It was to do with Ann’s name. Louise told her that she was an awful child, and that she was just an inconvenience. She was using her name as a weapon against her.’ Isobel stood up and began to put the dry goods away in their labelled jars. ‘I don’t think she would want me to have told you about it, though. It’s been a secret all these years.’
‘I won’t say anything, I promise. I do sometimes think there have been too many secrets in this house. Perhaps it’s time to bring them out into the daylight where they can be seen for what they are.’ He got to his feet. ‘I’ll put the kettle on. I think tea is in order.’
As he spoke, the back door opened and Ann walked in, chilled from the wind.
‘Oh, you’re here at last,’ said Isobel, trying to bring some normality to the situation. ‘I was wondering about making a sly cake for our visitor tomorrow, or do you think just parkin will be enough?’ She looked at Keith’s Fair Isle hat, still pulled down haphazardly on Ann’s head.