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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

‘It’s habit. Ursula braided it too, but not tightly. And then I put it up of course, as I got older. But mostly I simply can’t be bothered with it. I have more important things to be thinking about than hairpins. And the fashion is for sleek hair, and little pin curls, and mine will never behave like that. I’m a lost cause.’

‘Will you let me brush it?’

‘You?’

‘To get rid of the tangles. I’ve never brushed anyone’s hair but my own, but we are going to have to do something before Friday.’

‘Perhaps I should go out now and find a hairdresser who can chop it all off. I’m sure people think I should be able to forget about that horrible woman. That I should just put it all aside and go on with my life.’

He laughed. ‘I wouldn’t dare.’

Ann spun round and pointed an accusatory finger at him. ‘Don’t you understand? She is here. Here in this house, every day. It’s not something to laugh about. There’s not a single day that she isn’t in my head. All her nasty comments and snide remarks. And as I get older it’s getting worse because with every day that passes I look more and more like her.’ She smashed her hairbrush down on the dressing table. ‘I cannot escape her.’

Keith knew he needed to say something, and quickly. ‘Does Isobel know you feel like this?’

‘I haven’t said anything to her. It’s not anyone else’s problem but mine.’ She waved her hand towards the front of the house. ‘I talk to myself about it all sometimes, when I’m up on Blackford Hill and no one can hear me. I practise what I would say to my mother now, if she were here. But she isn’t, so it’s pointless. It doesn’t change anything.’ Ann looked out of the window, trying to focus on the bird table, where a house sparrow with a twisted foot was pecking at an apple core that had been put out that morning. ‘I look at the birds outside, and that helps. They are all slightly different so I try to work out exactly which one of them I’m seeing and it gives me something else to think about.’ She paused. ‘I wasn’t joking about moving house, you know? For a while, after Ursula died, I really did think that if I moved, it would be better. I even got as far as looking at other places. I went on trips to Linlithgow, and Glasgow, and Perth. And I was shown new properties, just built. Houses without any ghosts.’

‘And did it help?’

‘It did not.’ She sighed. ‘So I am stuck with her.’

‘I’m sure—’