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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

‘I’m not talking about Ursula. My mother was called something else, and there are no photographs of her in this house. I burned them all after Father died. I couldn’t do it before then because he would have objected, but I did it afterwards. I burned them or I cut her out of the pictures with my needlework scissors. You wouldn’t have known about her because I don’t speak about her at all. I haven’t said her name in more than twenty years. She was a despicable, wicked, unkind woman who abused Isobel and I will never forgive her for it.’ She rubbed her hair again, tangling it even more. ‘And I look like her and every time I catch my reflection in a mirror she is in this house again and I cannot bear it.’

Keith straightened up. He didn’t know what to say.

‘And now look at me. I’ve made it worse, if that were even possible.’ She lifted up a wedge of hair. ‘How am I going to sort this out before Friday? Beatrice Sidcup will have a field day with her opinions about how I look.’

Keith ran his forefinger gently across the back of her neck. ‘Perhaps we need Isobel’s advice?’

‘She has gone to help Agnes at number 38 this morning and won’t be back until lunchtime.’ Ann glared at her own reflection. ‘My mother has been dead for more than two decades, but she is still having a malicious effect on me, on this house, on everything. I should have sold the place as soon as I inherited it.’

He shook his head slowly. ‘I’m sure it feels like that at the moment, but I’m afraid I don’t agree. If you had sold it, then when I knocked at the door looking for work it would have been someone else who answered and we would never have met.’

‘I suppose . . .’

‘And,’ he continued, warming to his theme, ‘you would have bought a little flat to live in by yourself and there would have been no room for Isobel when she needed a home. That plum tree down the garden might have been cut down to make way for a summer house, instead of giving us spiced fruit for our pies. And most importantly, Mrs Beatrice Stuckup wouldn’t have been able to find you and you wouldn’t have that letter about your brother.’

Gradually, Ann began to feel calmer. Everything he said was true and she wasn’t thinking logically at all, which, for someone who loved nothing better than a proper plan and a good list to go with it, was most out of character. ‘You know, you really should stop calling her that. I am quite likely to say it in front of her and then where would we be?’

‘I’ll try to remember.’