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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

‘Some men don’t want to bring up the past, even when they are asked. It hurts too much.’ Isobel lowered her voice a little. ‘He did have brothers. Two of them.’

Ann knew what was coming. She couldn’t believe how insensitive she had been, or how foolish. What must he think of her? ‘Tell me.’

‘They were both killed on the first day at the Somme. They were never found. He’s always wanted to go to Picardy and pay his respects, but never had the money to make the trip.’

‘Their poor mother.’

Neither of them spoke for more than a minute.

Ann leaned her elbows on the table. ‘Something else we have in common. There’s no proper grave to visit, so you always wonder.’ She rubbed her face. ‘And you always hope, even when it makes no sense.’

‘I know.’

‘Finlay hasn’t gone, you know?’ Ann pointed at the scullery. ‘I still want to believe that he’s going to walk right through that door one day. He’ll say, “Long time, no see, any stories, Annie Bee?” in that sing-song way, just like he used to when he came home on leave.’ She stared at the door between the scullery and the kitchen, willing it to open. ‘It’s been fifteen years and I still miss him so much.’

The kitchen was quiet, apart from the tick of the clock on the mantelpiece, and the occasional coal spark.

It was Isobel who broke the silence. ‘Are you going to do it, then? You could start with Keith and see how it goes.’

‘I don’t know. I’m not sure I could have a man in the house.’

‘We would get used to it. And he’s here almost every day now anyway.’ Isobel chanced a wink. ‘I can’t imagine why that would be.’

‘Yes, but men are so big, even when they aren’t. Their voices are huge and they take up so much space. They leave the lavatory seat up, and there will be arms and legs and muscles everywhere.’

Isobel didn’t respond. She scattered flour onto the table and rolled the pastry out with the rolling pin. A quarter-turn and a few rolls backwards and forwards and then the same again. She opened the door to the pantry and brought out a jar of crimson fruit. ‘This is the last of the plums. Until September anyway.’

‘The trouble with spiced plums,’ replied Ann, attempting to change the subject, ‘is that they are altogether too good. Every year I think I have bottled enough from Finlay’s tree and every year I am wrong.’