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Chapters (44)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. CONTENTS
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Epilogue
  43. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  44. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Cassie sent back an angry-faced emoji and Jake knew she’d do it anyway, sneak out to see that guy, and he’d pressure her, and she’d give in, and then he’d throw her away like a bit of tissue he’d wanked into. Anger swelled into him and he got up, walking round the room. The urge to smash something was strong. What if he broke one of Mike’s DVDs and put it back in the case? He was willing to bet they were never watched and that Mike spent all his time up here clicking through internet porn instead.

Nothing after that. Cassie was ignoring him, going ahead with her stupid plan, and his mother was outside on the lawn laughing too loudly, and he was alone. He’d kicked the side of Mike’s desk to relieve some feelings, but after that he’d sat down on the sofa bed and kind of got into one of Mike’s lame DVDs – The Hangover! FFS – and so he hadn’t realised things had gone quiet in the garden. Hadn’t known his mum was being attacked, until she started screaming, then Ali was running out shouting Mike, Mike. She was almost worse than Mike. So patronising, with her birthday presents and little questions. How are you, Jake? How’s the uni search going, Jakey? Got a girlfriend, Jakey? She was so fake, they both were. He didn’t know why his mum was still friends with them. Callum and Jodi were even worse, always competing over who could cook the fanciest dinner or go on the most expensive holiday. This new guy, Bill, he was alright, but the rest could go suck it.

‘Rampling?’ Back in the here and now, one of the guards was calling him. They weren’t too bad. In fact it wasn’t too bad at all in here, there were video games and TVs and you could wear your own clothes.

‘You’re in for it now,’ said his new friend, whatever his name was. ‘Don’t tell ’em nothing, y’hear?’

He stood up. The guard beckoned. ‘Your mother’s here.’

He hoped his new-found mate hadn’t heard that, but the kid was engrossed in Mario Kart. No violent games allowed. Jake was led out through door after door, clanging shut behind him until he stood in the visitors’ room, and there was his mum, the bruises on her neck standing out against the white of her skin. The anger rose up in him again, at Mike, at Ali, at his mum. All of them.

‘What do you want?’ He hated her, for letting this happen, and he also loved her, so much he’d put his hand through the glass of the window if she needed him to.

‘Sweetheart.’ She swallowed, and he saw her throat move underneath the bruises. ‘There’s something I have to tell you.’

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fifteen