Back What You Did
Chapters (44)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. CONTENTS
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Epilogue
  43. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  44. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

‘What will happen now?’ It was my overriding need. To know what would happen. To plan, and make lists, and be ready. I hadn’t been ready for any of the last few days and I was still scrabbling, trying to find the bottom with my feet.

‘We’ll let him recover. Meanwhile, the CPS will be working on the case. The defence can obviously apply to postpone the trial if he’s still in here.’

‘And Jake?’

He stood up. ‘I can’t talk to you about Jake, Mrs Morris. We’ll need to get statements from you, and your daughter. We have him in custody, I can tell you that.’

That should have been plenty, enough to keep him somewhere safe and away from Mike, at least until we could sort this all out, find out what on earth he’d been thinking. So why did I feel this fear still, this terrible slippery fear that the thing was not over? That the events set in motion on Saturday night were like a Greek tragedy, and would continue to unfurl until everything was destroyed?

‘It was like I didn’t know him,’ I said. ‘Like he – like he wanted to kill us all.’ Jake was like family. I’d practically brought him up, and now he’d tried to kill my husband. And Adam was there looking at me with his steady kind gaze, as if it saw all the way through me. ‘He’s not safe. I mean, he’s not, is he? You saw. Mike’s in danger if he’s free. And my daughter, even. I think he might have tried to . . .’ I swallowed hard, struggling to put it all into words, how a boy I had loved was suddenly an object of terror to me. How I knew I had to, as Mike had done, throw myself between him and Cassie. Just keep him away from my family, until we could sort all this out. If we ever could. ‘He needs help. He can’t be out in the world, hurting people. Right?’

He just nodded. ‘Try to get some rest. You’ll be no use to anyone if you collapse.’

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