Back What You Did
Chapters (44)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. CONTENTS
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Epilogue
  43. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  44. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

She gave a small sigh that turned into a sob. ‘He didn’t make me. But I think that’s why he finished with me. Like, what a cliché, you don’t put out so you get dumped. I guess I like, “led him on” or whatever. I said I was into it.’ She tried to do air quotes, but her hands were tangled in tubes. ‘That’s why I sent the stupid picture. I guess, if it meant I could have him back . . . I’d have done it the next time.’

And there she was, learning for herself what so many women had learned before her. That sometimes, you’d hide it so well that the man might not even know you hadn’t wanted it. That it was hardest to admit this to yourself of anyone. And I realised what I ought to have known weeks before – I should have taken Karen’s side. No matter who she accused. I knew her and I knew rape and if she had the courage to be that victim, to take on that role, I should have been at her side.

A thought struck me. ‘Where did Aaron go, after you said no?’

‘I don’t know. He was angry, and I was crying. I went back round the side, and by the time I did, Karen was, like, screaming.’

I tried to add up the time in my head. ‘How long did it take you?’

She shrugged, as best she could. ‘I was upset. Could have been a few minutes. More maybe.’

So that meant Aaron had also been around the house that night. Another person we hadn’t known about. Angry, rejected by Cassie. I leaned over to kiss her wan forehead. ‘I have to go now, sweetheart. I’ll back soon, OK?’

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