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  1. An Anti-Grinch Gets Excited
  2. My Best Friend Is a Room
  3. Home Is Where the Bach Is
  4. X’s and O’s
  5. Better Than a Puppy
  6. My Sister Is Sick and It’s a Good Thing
  7. A Shot a Day Makes the Doctor Say Yay
  8. Growth Hormone and Marmalade
  9. Silent Questions
  10. No Payne, No Gain
  11. How Not to Make Friends
  12. Art Show
  13. Seventh-Grade Writing
  14. Beach Bum
  15. First Draft
  16. The Doctor That Isn’t Mine
  17. Audacity
  18. Friends and Consequences
  19. Some Dead White Dude
  20. How Grown-Ups Listen
  21. Second Draft
  22. Houston, We Have a Problem
  23. What’s in a Name?
  24. Textbook People’s People
  25. Twitterpated
  26. Out Loud
  27. Thanksgiving Break
  28. Silence
  29. Sound
  30. Eleanor Roosevelt
  31. Gray Walls and Gas Masks
  32. Long Distance
  33. Doctor Who Was Right
  34. The Impossible Dream
  35. A New Doctor
  36. NLD
  37. There’s a Monster at the End of This Brain
  38. Master Plan
  39. The Day
  40. The Night
  41. Hospital
  42. Waiting
  43. Big Doctor Words
  44. Doctor Who Was Wrong
  45. Septal Defect
  46. Waiting Again
  47. A Glass Box
  48. My Body Versus Me
  49. Home Is Where the Heart Is
  50. My People’s People
  51. First Period
  52. She’s Got the Whole World in Her Head
  53. What Brains Are Made Of
  54. One Month Later
  55. When I Showed My Family the Email
  56. On an Ordinary Sunday
  57. What You Do with History
  58. Seventh/Eighth-Grade Division Winner of the Smithsonian Women in STEM Contest
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. CHAPTER ONE
  61. CHAPTER TWO
  62. About the Author
  63. Contents

I kept staring at my knees. I couldn’t look at her.

She was right. That was why I felt so bad. It was like something hadn’t been working in my brain. Hadn’t been connected. I hadn’t thought one tiny little bit about what might happen after we poured the sand. Why hadn’t I thought about that? Because I was only thinking about making Talia feel better. About making her happy.

About making her my friend.

And now here we were, waiting for our moms in Principal Lopez’s office.

“Why didn’t one of you come and tell me what had happened? With Dustin and the pictures,” asked Ms. Lopez.

“How did you—” Talia said.

“Another student saw him do it,” said Ms. Lopez. “You kids think you’re so sneaky, but we know. So why didn’t you tell us yourself?”

For a second nobody said anything. Then in a voice like a snapping turtle Talia said, “Like anyone would have cared.”

I gulped, nervous that Talia was brave enough to talk like that to a grown-up. I thought Ms. Lopez might get angry, but when I glanced up at her face, she looked sad.

Ms. Lopez leaned forward over her desk, her arms out. “Talia, are you listening to me? I need you to listen.” She put a hand flat down on her desk. “If anything has happened before, anything like this, and the adults you spoke with didn’t believe you, or didn’t take you seriously, then I want you to understand something. They were wrong. I want you to know that I will do my best to listen. I will always care.”

Talia sat very still. Her ears were red.

“You should know,” said Ms. Lopez, “that I have already spoken with Dustin and his mom, and heard his side of the story. I’ve got a letter of apology for you, Talia. He will be out of school for the next three days.”

Then there was a knock on the door. When it opened, Mom walked in along with a woman who looked exactly like a grown-up Talia.

Mom had that nervous crease along her forehead. She mumbled, “Oh my goodness,” and put a hand on my shoulder. Mrs. Latu said in a loud voice, “Now what’s going on here?”

Principal Lopez explained what had happened. She explained about the big pile of sand in the hall that the janitor was cleaning up. I hadn’t thought about the janitor having to clean up the sand. She explained about the chocolate frosting. She explained, too, about the pictures of butts in Talia’s locker and how Dustin had already been sent home.

“Girl, girl, girl,” said Mrs. Latu, shaking her head. Her voice sounded stern, but her hand was softly patting Talia’s thick, curly hair.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Mom whispered.

I didn’t know what to say. Telling Mom that I’d kept quiet because Talia had told me to sounded too much like an excuse. Like I was blaming Talia. When really the sand was all my idea.