Back What Beauty There Is
Chapters (72)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. II
  6. III
  7. IV
  8. V
  9. VI
  10. VII
  11. VIII
  12. IX
  13. X
  14. XI
  15. XII
  16. XIII
  17. XIV
  18. XV
  19. XVI
  20. XVII
  21. XVIII
  22. XIX
  23. XX
  24. XXI
  25. XXII
  26. XXIII
  27. XXIV
  28. XXV
  29. XXVI
  30. XXVII
  31. XXVIII
  32. XXIX
  33. XXX
  34. XXXI
  35. XXXII
  36. XXXIII
  37. XXXII
  38. XXXI
  39. XXX
  40. XXIX
  41. XXVIII
  42. XXVII
  43. XXVI
  44. XXV
  45. XXIV
  46. XXIII
  47. XXII
  48. XXI
  49. XX
  50. XIX
  51. XVIII
  52. XVII
  53. XVI
  54. XV
  55. XIV
  56. XIII
  57. XII
  58. XI
  59. X
  60. IX
  61. VIII
  62. VII
  63. VI
  64. V
  65. IV
  66. III
  67. II
  68. I
  69. ∞
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  72. Newsletter Sign-up

He pulled back the blankets and rose and searched the duffel and fished out a few toys. The little cars and Batman. He placed them in front of the fire for when Matty woke. Fresh clothes and a toothbrush. He laid the last dry log on the embers and watched it catch flame. Then he pulled on his boots and crossed the kitchen to the back door. Outside he filled the fry pan with clean snow. His cheeks hot. He could feel that he had a fever. How bad? He went in and put the fry pan in the hot outer coals of the fire. Matty still asleep. From the duffel he dug out a tin of peaches and coffee and spoons and set it all on top of the piano. Three potatoes and one can of beans left. The beans and can opener he put on the hearth, by the toys.

There had been no cars on the road in front of the house. Not in the night, and not in the morning either. No one passing by.

He’ll be safe here for one day. You’ll leave and be back by dark.

He made two trips to the woodpile and heaped a nice stack by the hearth. A few more would be enough. On the third trip he felt weak and stopped at the porch, light-headed. He turned and looked at the fields. The farmland: dead and white. The driveway, the road. Some coffee would help. Maybe a bite of peaches.

Come on, Jack. Just last the day.

You have to hold on.

The door squeaked behind him. Matty stood holding the knob, coat zipped to his chin, wild hair tangled, fidgeting from foot to foot.

“You brought Batman.”

“I did.”

“Are we having peaches?”

“Yes. We are.”

Matty watched him a minute. “Are you okay?”

Jack smiled. The wounds stung in his mouth. “Yeah. I’m just getting wood.”

“Can I help?”

“I’d like that.”

Matty smiled. He looked at the sky. “It’s gonna snow.”

“I think you’re right.”

“We could make a snowman later.”

“That sounds good.”

Jack melted snow in the pan and made coffee. He poured a cup and handed it to Matty, who sat in front of the fire. “Have some,” he said.

Matty took the cup in both hands and leaned his face into the dark heat. He tilted the cup and sipped. “It’s really good.”

They drank the coffee together, hot and strong. Then Jack peeled back the tab on the peaches. He gave the tin to Matty with a spoon. “Go ahead.”

“You have some.”

“I want you to have it.”

Matty spooned a wedge into his mouth and handed the tin back. “Now you.”